You reap what you sow

This is exactly on the second day of syawal, and better known as Hari Raya Aidilfitri, I pick this very

moment to write this post because it’s the time where I find real tranquility.

Let me share what happened and whatnot about the day before RAYA as tomorrow, that is today I will

be getting back to office as usual, I know it pretty hard to imagine how it feels like working on day two of

raya, even myself never had the feel itself, so its sort of my very first experience.

I still haven’t caught the feel of raya yet, on the day 1 itself, I did nothing but slept.

Yeah..i was completely worn out by the things that I did on the night right before raya, its basically a custom where everyone would keep themselves busy.

Kemas rumah is part of it, of course everybody wanted the best, and well so do I.

Although I did so little on my part but that at least a contribution from me or otherwise my brother or sister will call me a jerk.

Yeah….. what a shamed.

Today , day 1

I was just staying at home doing absolutely nothing but online and would be heading to bed whenever I felt tired.

So my raya has always been boring since a few years back after flunking in tremendous attempts to really understand myself.

I made an idiot mistake when I decided to quit study. Now I feel such a jerk when come to think of it, if it was not for that I would have graduated by now.

But again, its something for me to ponder, and that proves the fact that none of us is perfect but our creator.

And I thank god for putting me in it, because it taught me to be stronger, and give up is a word that as if never exist in my vocabulary.

Let bygones be bygones, what all I need to do now is to keep moving forward. Failure is like unused seeds but when you chuck it away, as time goes it will certainly grow to be a tree that someday you could get benefit from.

You reap what you sow.