Exactly 4 am in the morning, September 7,2009. Here is what had happened today at office, I meant yesterday, wow…I have never thought time could ever running this fast. So new life has begun, it is like those times when I started, since it was weekend, as usual the situation in there was completely tranquil and quiet.
I had nothing to do at all, back to mundane routine. I wish I could do more than just sitting in front of computer and go online for nothing sometime. It approached evening, it cracked the peace moment when there were two big shipments to Pakistan. Then the moment was gone once again. Now I was thinking should I stay on or find other job instead since I think, it about time for me to try something which is truly new and more adventure?
Well, I did think so too, but the problem now here is how do I get a job within this short period? After all I had already been accepted to university. This time it seems so complicated. Whether you like or not, you gotta go through it. Tomorrow is Monday, I have yet to decide should I continue working there or otherwise? It’s now back to the toughest part of my life where I have to make up my mind. Sometime I think having friends could one way or another helping me in my decision making but not. Its rare these time to really have faithful and prepare to go through thick and thin buddies. That proves that once you got money everything is possible. Now I clearly see it.
Today, I am gonna go back there and talk to my boss on my plan to stay working there for the next two months, just before getting back to college. I could not glimpse a bit what she is gonna say. When trace back, I suppose I had submitted more than 5 resignation letters in record. So when come to think of it, I feel so bad, will she accept me? Well, we will see tomorrow. +
This is the 5th nights in row, I failed to sleep. I tried anything that I could think of, but all those idea did not work out. This probably due to coffee I took on breaking fast.
That’s about it, I would be better off to bed now. I am exhausted completely. Happy ramadhan, its time for sahur, gonna get some drink and sleep. Hang on there, its not stop here…wait for more….
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