...inner chirps of a stranded bird with broken wings...

Wheel

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Whenever speaking of travelling, there would always be one thing that comes to mind, migration! Apart from just visiting a place, I'd always imagine how it feels like living there, like for real!

It crossed my mind one time upon arrival home from Korea and Vietnam that I wanted to live in either these two countries upon seeing with my own eyes, experiencing it myself. But such a short visit will never do the best judgement! Agree?

After all this years, I've been on the lookout for any opportunity to work overseas away from home just for the sake of being independent!

But this will be the last thing I ever want to do in life!

Living abroad takes more than this.

I drown in deep confusion, all I want in my life is to be somebody that anyone looks up to when they need an answer to any problem faced.

My struggle mainly centers around the fight for freedom, for being accepted, for not being left out in everything. Going with flow isn't enough for me, I thirst for more.

I can be rebellious at times in search for real me.

I am delusional, conned by the illusion of beauty, not knowing where it will take you, goofed by the things that never even exist.

And this is why I am nobody, I give up on everything so easily! I find myself swim in the pool of uncertainties of future when present is more pleasing.

In every attempt of getting anything I start done, there must be something gets in the way!

Why?

Give me a boost to set the wheel in motion.


Land of the Rising Sun

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I love nature!

The beginning is always the hardest, the ending would be the saddest part of all. To start writing requires more than skills and ideas but being persistent.

What do you think of Japan?

I'd love to visit the country someday! Now that visa is no longer required for Malaysian, I feel that this is such a great opportunity to consider Japan to be the next place to visit.

Did you know how much that I wanted to go there after all this year! It is now a dream-come-true though consider getting a visa to Japan has never been so easy with those crazy requirements and stuff like that.

Why Japan? Simply put, I just love the people and the country herself, given the technology and what the country has achieved so far, there is just so much to learn.

I know travelling to Japan will cost me a fortune, hey this is once in a lifetime chance for you not to let go!

Some says that now is not the best time to go there, what's with the earthquake and tsunami that struck some part of the country in addition to the nuclear power plants leak crisis there.

But the country is big enough for you not to get like sort of nuclear contamination (or whatsoever they call it) right?

Be positive, I have been to Korea, I truly felt the different, they have gone way too far ahead in term of many areas from technology to entertainment you name it!

There is a little something you can learn from the Japanese cultural, the politeness being among them as seen on tv or in the Japanese movies.
Sakura!

A brief introduction of Japan:

The "Land of the Rising Sun" is a country where the past meets the future. Japanese culture stretches back millennia, yet has also adopted (and created) the latest modern fashions and trends.
Japan is a study in contrasts and contradictions. Many Japanese corporations dominate their industries, yet if you read the financial news it seems like Japan is practically bankrupt. Cities are as modern and high tech as anywhere else, but tumbledown wooden shacks can still be spotted next to glass fronted designer condominiums. On an average subway ride, you might see childishly cute character toys and incredibly violent pornography - sometimes enjoyed by the same passenger, at the same time! Japan has beautiful temples and gardens which are often surrounded by garish signs and ugly buildings. In the middle of a modern skyscraper you might discover a sliding wooden door which leads to a traditional chamber with tatami mats, calligraphy, and tea ceremony. These juxtapositions mean you may often be surprised and rarely bored by your travels in Japan.
Although Japan has often been seen in the West as a land combining tradition and modernity, and juxtapositions definitely exist, part of this idea is obsolete, and is a product of Japan being the first major Asian power to modernize as well as Western patronization and heavy promotion by the travel industry. Keep in mind that continued demolition of some of Japan's historic landmarks goes on apace, as with the famed Kabuki-za Theater demolition. Still, with the proper planning, and with expectations held in check, a trip to Japan can be incredibly enjoyable and definitely worthwhile.

Source : Wikipedia

Being a muslim myself, food is of the only concern, finding halal foods would be the greatest challenge in every part of my journey but to my surprise it was a whole of different story in Korea as at the time I stayed right in the central Seoul, so close to a mosque called The Central Mosque Seoul, which is getting Halal foods and restaurants was at hand.

I am not a Japanese foods lover so that we are clear. I could not even stand the fishy smell of Sushi or whatever raw Japanese foods give off.

No offense but it is a fact!

Alright as I was saying in the last a few entries, I still have unclaimed annual leaves that need to be cleared, in this case I might as well use them for this journey.

It is just a pre-plan as to whether or not this is going to happen, I have no clue at all.

Stay tuned for more!



My 2 Cents

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The way I see the present situation in the middle east may be of different perspective to an extent of angle.

It came as no surprise that we malaysians would go that incredible mile by creating a so-called phenomenon.

You've seen it before and it is in fact happening again right now! 

This pretty much is the same thing like when an animal activist gets trampled to death by a cow, do you what they say? We all do!

Ironic!

What's going on in the middle east is stemmed more of the people than the faith or religion itself.

The nature of arabs

My quick 2 cents.

Again

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Dwelling on the pasts are just another nightmare in the day. Probably I had a moment of weaknesses that led to making such a haste decision.

Life has never been so easy as the way it is depicted in the movie or ads anywhere else you've seen before.

To grow up and be matured require more than just skills or experiences that we have but knowledge.

For someone like myself who never learns a thing from the pasts has made this is an obstacle that I ought to overcome.



I cracked under pressure, I almost gave up again, I lost sense of wrong and right.

Known to be someone who is demure, man of a few words for some reason lead people to believe that I am a positive person with no life crisis which is totally off base.

My career is pretty demanding.

I am in dilemma, instead of getting confirmed as permanent staff the company I'm working for extended my existing contract for one more month and this truly leaves me in hanging.

With only a month before the contract ends, I find myself in a race against time to compete, perform better.

I guess, it is back to square one then!

So off I go, looking for other job should I be terminated.

Its all new journey...sailing alone in vast wide sea with no direction.

I'll cast my new wider.


Need a Break!

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How hard can this be?


How true is this?

Agree?


Inspiring quotes, take a step back and a second to think....


I was once so active in such an event as this but given the work life and other commitments that came along, now I am so detached from my world!

How badly I missed out on my life! I wish I could turn the clock around and go back to the way things were then.

Life is being unfair or it is you that take things for granted!

I need a break!

Till then!

Random Rant!

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Those who say " hey I am a simple person " at times turn out to be even more complicated than anyone else!

It is a fact!
A photo taken a year back! My hometown! Just can't take my eyes off !

What's more is those who brag about being perfect when they are actually not! Here is another fact in case it slipped your mind that no body in this world of any race or faith or anything else for that matter is incredibly perfect!

Mistake is part and parcel of one's life!

Having worked in a multiracial with various backgrounds environment, it taught me one thing, that is to respect in order to be respected!

But it has changed now as more is becoming self-centered and trying hard to impress for nothing!

Everyone wants to be the best if not the greater but please steer your goals in a clearer direction! Make sure it takes you to where it is supposed to be heading!

Been there, done that...

To achieve the greatest is always to be at the lowest!

Starts small, but dream big!

That's exactly what I have been reminding myself of...

If you are just a drop of water, try not to be the puddle then later is turned into mud that smudges someone else's life.

Random rant at a peace night!

Take care!
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Hang Out

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Oh boy! What a day that was! I had such a great time today! When comes to think of it, I could not even recall when was the last time I unlocked myself away from my room and did something beside sleeping?

Today was simply nothing but amazing!

Though I slept a little less than six hours tinkering with this blog, remember I said that the blog was being revamped for a new look.

Finally, I settled for this, and just what I was looking for.

The design is easy on eyes, simply less messy than of that I had then.

I don't blog for penny if you catch my drift! So there will be no ads whatsoever on neither side of the blog in case you're wondering.

Again, this is the space I can claim all mine! A space in which I spit, fart, pee and poop! The stink might get weird! If you can't stand it! Just do whatever you want!

I went to see a movie that was not really up to my street but since I was with someone, like it or not, I had no option.

I'd rather watch a story that is much alive, well at least something that happened in real life.

Percy Jackson was not that heavy with smooth storyline.

I suggested "smurf 2" since that I had watched the first one, but my friend was being too persistent plus not that often we get to meet and hang out.

We were close back in high school but went on separate ways after that.

We chose our destiny, it kept us distance.

World is not that big!

We met again!
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Quenching Your Thirst

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When past sneaks upon you, that's the omen of something that might follow you all the way till it gets what is wanted.

To quench my thirst for travel, I bought another novel that is sort related to flying. Here goes:
If this makes you laugh, there is reason to be so.
Coffee, Tea or Me by Donald Bain

A story of two ladies who joined an airlines as stewardess (as what is called in those days but now they are known as cabin crew since there are males flight attendants thesedays).

Not many let alone a guy like me would buy such a book, but I find that the story like this is more alive than of that some.

Prior to this one, I had another novel I picked up at a clearance sale way months ago by Henry Sutton that I read twice and just could not stop.
I enjoyed ever second of it.
A novel first published in 1998.


These two novels depicted life as stews back in those days where flying was more fun and adventurous.

I'll share my views on the novel once I'm done reading it.

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Shadow

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In life, there will be time in which we do something that we aren't proud of. Life without problems is nothing but most often than not we create problems that later ruin our life.

Regret is shadow of the past mistakes. It will hunt down for as long as it can last.

Today be no exceptional.

Things I said just now were merely out of my anger. It happened for all no reason I'd say.

As for those involved, from the deep bottom of my heart, my sincere apology.

It happened then and so did it today.

When I tried to fix the situation, appears that it was way too late, I could not even remove the things I said.

I decided to go the other way around, it may seem as though I am trying to run away from it but nevertheless it is for good.

And all this boils down to the fact that we human are never perfect in any form or way.

At this rate, it'd be best to distance myself from anything seen can be destructive.

We'll see how this plays out.

Take care.

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Quick

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Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin,

And here is a little hint of how I would usually spend my lunch break at office.

This is called "the breakout room"

Well, although it is hari raya,

I was working all night the day before till the next morning.

Obviously that I am no longer immuned to the workholic disease, and as a mater of fact, I'm becoming of those people who drown themselves into work.

So I'd say, it doesn't feel much of raya for whatever reason there is.

Nonetheless, I feel the same not a slight different of any Raya I ever had.
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I Ended up with this

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It took hours to decide on which one is the best template for this blog till I settled for this.

Although it doesn't go with the whole theme but it is just for a while.

The blog is in the midst of getting a new facelift! 

I browsed around looking for one that matches the theme and entire concept of the blog but none thus far does.

Simplicity is all I need for the blog.

I want it to look clean, organised and easy on eyes!

Did you catch my drift?

I was pretty tired then but still I feel like writing on something as we speak....


As I made a vow that would I never again neglected this blog for it is the space in which I can claim all mine. Nothing else even matters.
Yeah!
The spirit of adventure is back up and getting high to the moon!

Being blown away by the idea! You know what that is, don't you?

I have remaining 3 days of unclaimed annual leave still that I would love to clear them as soon possible! You bet!

Where to travel next?

This time around I will unlikely travel alone! At least that's how it seems so far! That's right! What's the plan anyway? As for that, time will tell.


I'm still here!
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Raya weh!

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To buy or not to buy, I spent hours before I finally came to decision, exactly! I am talking about the new phone! I got it!

Well, it was a tough time alright! As I said in the earlier entry, probably for some, phone is like a thing that makes you somehow respected or it is seen as a symbol of dignity or it could also mean "go with the flow" but in my case it is more than that.

Maybe because I am not like typical people who would fork out more than they can afford just for a phone! As for me, phone is a part of life! That's a fact!

Be it for work, travel or being connected!

And lets put that to an end and move on to the next best thing that I ever discovered!

Have you heard of a site called pinterest! The web is similar to another social networking site known as instagram in which I don't have one! But this is just as great as intagram only you will not see people post or share their immatured life crisis, I can certainly assure you of that!

Take a quick peek into it, you will definitely love it instantly!

The deeper you go into the web, the more you'll find something that might change the way you do things.
Sneak peek
Enjoy pinning guys!

Anyway, you wanna know what I am dealing with every single day? Check this video out!
The southern accent is the hard one so far I tell ya!

Yeah! I am working with americans!

But, to say the truth! the accent is so sweet! I kind of like it though! They sound so persistent and confident!

Unlike those of the new york!

To wrap this up! I'd like to take this opportunity here to wish all of you!


Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin



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