...inner chirps of a stranded bird with broken wings...

Selamat Hari Raya

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Selamat Hari Raya,

Maaf Zahir dan Batin,

Shoot the bird

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I did it, see, this is what happened I have de-activated my twitter account on purpose for some annoying reasons.
1.       It makes me sick when seeing a bunch of morons bitching around about other people, let me tell you this, to my amazement hahaha it is direct reference of you!

2.       Don't be real moron, if you say (ooo...shoot me in the head) “don’t talk shit” (you owe me my huge asshole appreciation anyway) in attempt to smoothing things and again he actually twists his fingers to point back right to his own face!

3.       Don’t flatter yourself as though a princess prancing down the hallway, probably it is best for you to cease your steps halfway and look carefully into mirror!

4.       If you just wanna show that you have a blog, then you get the heck out of my face!

5.       Force someone to go over to your blog, for what?? Piercing eyes just to check out some article you dig out from someone else’s ass? Or to keep the bars of your monthly traffic graph skyrocket? I did it once in blue moon if only it’s worth sharing but then again, yours are nothing but craps!!! Please la wehhh....!!!

6.       More followers, can anyone tell me why do we need a horde of followers when what they do is only dumping your timeline with stinky tweets? 

7.       A lot more.....sigh....


I might be signing up for a new account in near future, and yeahh...I will be spending the remaining months of my break somewhere, plane ticket is ready, room has been booked, Joe whasssup...? off to Hull.....

Thanks!!

Merdeka !!!

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Happy Merdeka Day, MERDEKA!!!! and 31st of October the day Merdeka is in full dignity pronouced, we are celebrating the 53th independence of , Malaysia... I’m so proud of you.
After all these years for ups and down we faced, unity as key to the door of harmony remains preserved as the most important asset we own that we build together for so long , and one big family it yields.
Looking at our uniqueness, a nation comprises multicultural society, we live as one despite the differences we hold on to, and for that I have a message for the Prime Minister of Malaysia.
Continue your tremendous excellent jobs, our big huge trust lies in you to see Malaysia emerges towards making vision 2020 a dream-comes-true, the people and the mindset of people of this great country Malaysia will be positively shaped in line with our objective to rise as Negara Maju. Each struggle you are endeavouring right now hopefully may not dampen your spirit to retain and evolve the achievements we have possessed by far.
Once again, perhaps some of you have not seen this year Petronas Merdeka’s ad aired on local tv stations as it displays positive values in way to fix what makes us today, everything comes from our deep inside, pure and clean heart are the element to determine what type of the person we are, lets scrap off all negative perceptions toward one another. 
Kekuatan sebenar kita terletak pada hati
Its seen that we are on the verge of breaking apart but rest assured we are not.
And for my late father, word fails me to describe of how proud I am of being your son, even though I was not there in times when your life is at bay to free this country from the fist of colonism, but deep down I feel you. Thanks for sharing, and that opens my eyes of what independent means to you, too precious to describe in words.
Brief descriptions of my late father:
He was born in 1932, in a small village, at the tender age of 18 or thereabouts he joined British Army as back then, Askar Wataniah and so forth were not formed and later when Malaya owns her first brigade, he emigrated to Askar Wataniah,  
Therefore in the spirit of Merdeka this year, let us strengthened our bond, and stay united.
Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!
Beryukur dengan keamanan yang kita kecapi hari ini! 
Percayalah setiap masalah itu ada cara penyelesaian terbaik, bukan dengan bermusuhan.....

Makna di sebalik Lagu ALEJANDRO lady Gaga

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Sekadar berkongsi sebuah artikel yg sy terima di emel dr seorang rakan... credit kepada penulis asal yg sy tak dapat pastikan siapa, moga kita beroleh manfaat.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------



Pesanan to Alejandro.... Baca sampai abis yek...



Assalamualaikum.. Semoga apa yang nak saya sampaikan harini dapat memberi sedikit manfaat kepada semua khususnya kepada peminat peminat cik Gaga ni. Insya-Allah.. Baru-baru ni terdetik nak menyiasat perkembangan baru cik Gaga yang saya sudah tahu tentang dia dan illuminati. Rupanya video untuk lagu Alejandro iaitu lagu baru dia dah release. Banyak kontroversi tentang video ni. Time nak tengok tu macam ragu-ragu jugak .Yelah vid cik Gaga ni saya sudah sedia maklum banyak unsur-unsur lucah..Tapi oleh sebab nak mengkaji apa yang ada dalam vid dia kali ni jadi saya play jugak vid dia. Jadi seperti yang disangka. Banyak benda yang dapat dilihat dalam video yang membuktikan yang dia memang Illuminati puppet. Ramai lagi artis Hollywood pun sama tapi dia yang paling berpengaruh so far ..



Video yang mencapai lebih dari 20 juta viewer kali ni lebih berani dan mengandungi banyak simbolik. Saya akan cuba explain dari apa yang saya dah dapat di satu web. Rasanya ramai jugak yang dah tahu cik Gaga adalah salah satu artis dibawah naungan illuminati. Bagi mereka yang tak tahu apa itu illuminati boleh lah ke web ni http://mistisfiles.blogspot.com/ and tengok dekat belah kanan cari Jentera Fitnah Al-Masih Ad-Dajjal ..Ada complete explanation tentang Illuminati and Freemason juga Lepas dah faham boleh teruskan baca apa yang nak saya explain lepas ni ..



Dalam video terbaru dia .Ada sesuatu yang cuba disampaikan .Ada jalan cerita yang tersembunyi disebalik lagu yang dinyanyikan .Kalau hanya dengar lagu ,mungkin tak banyak yang kita boleh tahu .Kita akan mula analisa dari permulaan video lagu Alejandro – Lady Gaga hingga habis. Ini adalah jalan cerita berdasarkan video. Jangan hanya baca buka mata tapi baca buka minda.





Video dimulakan dengan laki-laki membuat beberapa formasi danbeberapa dari mereka kepala mereka ditutup dengan sarung, mungkin mengisyaratkan bahawa itu adalah orang-orang tahanan dari beberapa macam. Salah satu laki-laki adalah dalam bentuk piramid sementara yang lain memegang hexagram sebagai tahanan berbaris.



"I know that we are young.And I know you may love me. But I just can't be with you like this anymore, Alejandro."





Selepas tu diteruskan dengan proses pemakaman .Perarakan membawa keranda yang kita dapat nampak Cik Gaga kat depan tu mengenakan jubah hitam dan membawa Sacred Heart (Hati Kudus) .Sacred Heart ni adalah pendarahan hati Tuhan untuk umat manusia (dalam kepercayaan kristian). Kenapa kata Sacred Heart? Tengok gambar bawah.. Hati yang Lady Gaga pegang tu ada bukan hatibiasa biasa tapi ada paku dan dawai yang di lilit-lilit (simbolik) yang sama macam Sacred Heart of Jesus (merujuk kepada hati Jesus).. Google untuk baca lebih lagi ..





But I just can't be with you like this anymore, Alejandro. Siapa Alejandro? Seorang lelaki yang dia tak boleh bersama ke? And then dia curang dengan Roberto dan Fernando? (berdasarkan lirik). Jawapan nya tak .. Alejandro bukan seorang lelaki. Kalau dengar lagu tanpa tengok video mungkin takkan faham . Gambaran video ni mengatakan bahawa Alejandro mungkin membawa maksud sesuatu yang lebih dalam.. Jadi kalau bukan manusia. Apa dan siapa Alejandro?





Kemudian Gaga ni dipaparkan dalam kedudukan berkuasa, memakai mahkota hitam sambil melihat tahanan melakukan persembahan untuknya. Gaga kemudian mengalihkan satu goggle. Sekaligus mempamerkan simbol illuminati - TheAll-Seeing Eye (bukan sekali tapi banyak kali) untuk mendedahkan sifatsejati dari kekuatannya.





Selepas itu ada sebuah adegan simbolik lagi, seorang tentera dipaparkan dipasang ke string, seperti boneka. Yang jelas menunjukkan yang ada seseorang 'control' dia. Atau senang kita guna istilah dia adalah 'mind-control slave' .Dia tidak boleh mengawal pergerakan sendiri.. Dan memegang senjata di kemaluannya. Wajah dia nampak kosong, nampak bingung betul-betul seperti seorang hamba yang di-control segala pergerakannya - oleh Gaga si illuminatist tak guna.





Dalam adegan selanjutnya, Gaga sedang berbaring, memakai red latex suit yang untuk biarawati tu (Kristian) dan memegang tasbih .Okay jadi boleh nampak kan ..Waktu scene ni gaga pandang ke langit dan menyanyi part : "Stop,please, just let me go, Alejandro" .Sebaik saja diasebut "Alejandro" Gaga mengangkat dua tangannya kelangit. Jadi dalam ni kita boleh nampak dengan jelas nampak yang Alejandro merujuk kepada tuhan bukan manusia.



"She hides true loveEn su bolsillo. She's got a halo 'round her finger, Around you."

Maksud lirik ni pulak .A halo' bermaksud ia dianggap "suci"(holy). Around her finger(cincin kawin) merupakan penyatuan Gaga dengan tuhan melalui agama, tapi dia sekarang malu dengan pernikahan ini kerana suaminya telah mati. Jadi dia menyembunyikan cincin itu di bolsillo nya, bolsillo dalam Sepanyol yang bermaksud poket dan mula menyalahkan tuhan..



Selepas sahaja lirik tu... Konsep penolakkan (rejection) ditujukan kepada Tuhan bermula.. Kerana Tuhan nampaknya tidak memenuhi keperluan rohani Gaga. Dia kemudian memutuskan untuk mencari ketuhanan diri. Dengan memeluk satu spirituality yang baru. Dalam video ni lebih menunjukkan yang Gaga telah bertukar dari biarawati menjadi paderi Luciferian(Syaitan). Kenapa kata jadi paderi Syaitan?



(Mata Satu yang kita tahu simbolik kepada Illuminati)



Saya kata paderi syaitan sebab tengok jelah jubah Gaga di atas.. Ada banyak sangat simbol salib terbalik .Ni menunjukkan bahasa simbol yang membawa maksud yang jelas .Kita tahu salib adalah simbol keimanan bagiagama Kristian kerana mewakili pengorbanan Jesus & kebangkitan. Dalam Kristian, salib terbalik dikenali sebagai "Cross Of St.Peter", untuk menghormati Simon Peter yang diminta untuk disalibkan terbalik kerana dia merasa tidak sesuai untuk dihukum mati dalam hal yang sama seperti Kristian lain. Tapi dalam kalangan bukan-Kristian, salib terbalik merupakan simbol penyelewengan dan sesuatu yang membawa kuasa negatif kerana simbol terbalik selalu ditemui dalam ilmu hitam dan Satanisme iaitu pemujaan syaitan..



Salib terbalik dan pentagram terbalik adalah simbol yang selalu digunakan untuk berhubung dengan syaitan .Untuk memuja dan menyeru syaitan ..



" In symbolism, an inverted figure always signifies a perverted power (...) Black magic is not a fundamental art; it is the misuse of an art. Therefore it has no symbols of its own. It merely takes the emblematic figures of whitemagic, and by inverting and reversing them signifies that it is left-handed." - Manly P. Hall





Waktu ni lirik ni yang dinyanyikan menunjukkan gaga tidak mahu diganggu oleh tuhan.Dont bother me, Dont bother me,Alejandro (merujuk kepada tuhan)

Don't call my name , Don't callmy name, Bye Fernando ..I'm not you're babe , I'm not you're babe, Alejandro (tuhan)Salib terbalik (simbol syaitan) ditempatkan pada kedua bahu gaga, menjadi simbol tiang. Dilapiskan dan digabungkan dengan simbol terbalik di alat kelaminnya. Diangkat oleh sekumpulan lelaki dalam satu bulatan .Mengangkat seperti mengagungkan Gaga, menyambut kedatangan Gaga ke dalam kumpulan mereka.





Sebaik sahaja lepas tu menunjukkan Gaga memasukkan tasbih kedalam mulutnya . Tasbih adalah serangkaian manik-manik yang digunakandalam tradisi Katolik untuk berdoa dan meditasi. Dalam Islam sendiri ada tasbih.. Jadi dengan menelan tasbih, Gaga menggabungkan dalam dirinya simbol ketaatan dalam agama dan juga bermaksud cara Gaga untuk mendapatkan Ketuhanan dengan cara sendiri. Dia ingin mencapai keilahian dengan satu cara sendiri. Itu adalah prinsip aktif Lucifer .Jelas menunjukkan yang Gaga bukan menyembah tuhan tetapi Lucifer..





I'm not your babe I'm not your babe, Fernando. Waktumenyebut perkataan Fernando, Gaga membuat simbol tangan macam tu(yang jelas merujuk kepada Jesus) .Itu adalah tanda berkat bagi ajaranKristian, Katolik kepada mereka yang dianggap Suci. Jangan lah ingat Gaga tu buat simbol tu suka-suka .Sebab semua simbol membawa makna yang tersendiri.Kita yang kena solve apa makna dia..





Dapat tengok kan kat belakang Gaga ada salib ..Gagadah menghina kristian cukup banyak dalam video dia .Gaga menyanyisambil memandang keatas dan kemudian dia mengulang-ulang lirik :

" Don't call my name,Don't call me Name Bye Fernando (Jesus) "







Dan di akhir video ...Ditunjukkan Gaga dilampirkan bersama strings ..Pada mulanya Gaga control lelaki tu dan akhir video ditunjukkan Gaga pula di-control ..Oleh siapa ? Fikir-fikirkan lah siapa yang control cik Gaga ni .Siapa dalang disebalik semua ni ?Siapa ketua ?Anda mampu cari jawapan nya kan? Insya-Allah pasti ..



Sebagaimana disebutkan di atas, video Alejandro sangat kompleks dan simbolik, dan sesuai untuk multitafsir. Boleh jadi macam-macam.. bergantung pada pengetahuan si pemerhati dan sudut pandangan masing-masing. Namun demikian, rasanya bahagian-bahagian video Alejandro dalam ni jelas and tak perlu banyak teka teki macam video Telephone dan Bad Romancae. Jadi apa yang gaga nak cuba sampaikan dari video nya? Dalam ni gaga menolak iman Kristian oleh mengotori simbol dan menunjukkan yang ada satu kuasa spirituallain. Hmm lepas ni apa ? Menghina Al-Quran dan Islam? Nauzubillah jauh-jauhkan la ya Allah ...





Cik Gaga ni membawa bersamanya semua agenda illuminati dan tak tahu la macam mana ramai yang boleh terpukau dengan dia . Namun saya yakin dah ada banyak peminat dia yang mula ragu-ragudengan diri Gaga ,tindakan nya dalam setiap video. tapi masih tidak boleh berhenti mendengarkannya. Ingin saya katakan kat sini ,berhentilah mendengar lagu Gaga.Tidak mustahil nanti dia akan cuba menyelitkan lirik yang akan menyebut La-la-la Allah .(Tiada Allah) .Dan kita sebagai manusia sentiasa lalai.Tanpa iman mungkin kita akan menyanyikan lirik tersebut (dengan alasan iahanya lagu) dan pada saat itu ,apa akan jadi ? Ya Allah ,lindungi lah kami dari tipu daya syaitan dan sekutu nya.. Amin ya rabbalalamin. Sumber asal: vigilant citizen :)



Sesungguhnya pendengaran, penglihatan dan hati, semuanya itu akan diminta pertanggungan jawabnya"(Al-Isra' 17:36)



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Credit kepada penulis asal yg sy tak dapat pastikan siapa, moga kita beroleh manfaat..

Segala Telah Sedia

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Segala Telah Sedia

Segala telah sedia
Kasut telah dikapur
Kalam telah diasah
Buku tersusun rapi
Beg baru terletak di kaki.


Segala telah sedia
Baju yang pekat putih
Seluar yang keras kertas
Mencakar betis dan lengan
Rambut telah diketam
Remos telah diperbaiki
(untuk sekian kali)
Sebentar lagi
Perjalanan yang jauh
Akan kau mulai.


Segala telah sedia
Pesan petua telah diulang
Kuih bekal telah dibungkus
Loceng basikal telah bordering
Ibu telah menepuk bahu
(untuk sekian kali)
Sebentar lagi
Kau akan pergi memasuki
Dunia kata dan kira-kira.


Segala telah sedia
Kau masih berdiri sangsi
Di anak tangga.


Nukilan oleh A.Latiff Mohidin, dipetik dari Buku ‘Kuntum Pertiwi’
Terbitan Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka (DBP)1986.

Pengorbanan ibu, itulah dia, bangun tatkala setiap insan masih di buai mimpi indah, di saat manusia di matikan dengan usikan mimpi sementara, demi mu anak sanggup kau meredah dingin pagi agar anak mu kelihatan bersih dan indah.

Dengarkan puisi ini, bukanlah keluhan seorang wanita tua digelar bonda yang terpaksa mempertaruhkan nyawa demi kebahagiaan anak-anak tapi cuma kisah silam yang setiap dari kita lalui, dan kisah ini adalah saat paling bahagia wanita ini.
Hanya dengan ini terpancar lah senyuman kering otot tua di muka ibu, melihat hari itu anaknya sempurna untuk memulakan hari yang baru, jauh di benaknya terkunci satu harapan senilai emas.

Terima kasih,


Don't Always Sleep Late

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information on: “ DON’T ALWAYS SLEEP LATE ! “. Find out the reasons yourself  WHY?

Take note...don't always sleep late!!!!!!!


Good rest and sound sleep is very important... if u don't sleep well,
The toxins in your body will accumulate... Affecting your health and your mood...

The main causes of liver damage are:
1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are the main cause..
2. Not urinating in the morning.
3. Too much eating.
4. Skipping breakfast.
5. Consuming too much medication.
6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring, and artificial sweetener.
7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil. As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying, which includes even the best
Cooking oils like olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.
8. Consuming overly done foods also add to the burden of liver. Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried
Veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.

We have to adopt a good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits is very important for our body to absorb and get rid of unnecessary chemicals.

Because….
Evening 9 - 11pm: is the time for eliminating unnecessary/ toxic chemicals (de- toxification) from the antibody system (lymph nodes). This time duration should be spent by relaxing or listening to music. If during this time a housewife is still in a un relaxed state such as washing the dishes or monitoring children doing their homework, this will have a negative impact on her health.

Night at 11pm - 1am:
 The de-toxification process in the liver, and ideally should be done in a deep sleep state.
Early morning 1 - 3am: de-toxification process in the gall, also ideally done in a deep sleep state.

Early morning 3 - 5am: de-toxification in the lungs. Therefore there will sometimes be a severe cough for cough sufferers during this time. Since the de-toxification process had reached the respiratory tract, there is no need to take cough medicine so as not to interfere with toxin removal process.



Morning 5 - 7am: de-toxification in the colon, you should empty your bowel.

Morning 7 - 9am: Absorption of nutrients in the small intestine, you should be having breakfast at this time. Breakfast should be earlier, before 6:30am, for those who are sick. Breakfast before 7:30am is very beneficial to those wanting to stay fit. Those who always skip breakfast, they should change their habits, and it is still better to eat breakfast late until 9 -10am rather than no meal at all. Sleeping so late and waking up too late will disrupt the process of removing unnecessary chemicals.
Midnight to 4am is the time when the bone marrow produces blood.

Therefore, have a good sleep and don't sleep late.

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ps: excerpted from my personal email sent by a friend

Disgraceful

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When something really bad befalls upon your life in just split seconds it makes you as if live in world that is too strange.
After one then comes another, I once asked whether this is some sort of test god lays upon me?
Every minute seems like the turning point for something negative to happen.
The deeper I drill inside my soul the brighter light I see from the wreckage of my life.
And it turns out that the light is a way for god to clarify blurriness and uncertainties that have been daunting me for years.
Now I put undisputed trust in it.
Too bad when comes to think that I am not allowed to do anything but stay at home, ever since I lost touch with the world and anything surrounds me.
My brain has been working for the past a few months trying to locate the missing part in my journey towards finding the truth.
I should not be hoping any longer, should I?
Its time to leave the bad behind, erase the trails it created and keep moving forward as the Walt says.
Hoping for one that lost hope in his life, if you have no hope over winning something you have failed before you know it.
That part may stop right there.
We begin with a new story, for the followers of this blog in case you have yet to notice, I am turning from facebook-er to twitter freak.
I tweet almost everyday and should I mention each seconds no matter what I do or wherever I go, and its all possible with twitter for blackberry an application that has been installed in blackberry, well if that isn’t strong to convince that point, you may stay on this page and twist your eyes to the twitter board at the right side of this page and check out the flow yourself...hehehe....
I have fallen for this new social site immediately after my account is activated, perhaps I must say here the only reason for me to be on twitter is to share my thoughts in the most uniquely limited characters of 140, at this point your communications skills are toughly judged.
I don’t know you can easily gain new friends here till I feel like I know them for ages although I never meet them in person nor hear their voice, but there is more about it I should share as we go.
What so great about twitter is that it can be linked to many other social networking webpages, and that includes your very own website or blog not to forget facebook. Eventually it conveniently helps you keep your, be it followers or buddies posted at all time of what you up to, what event you attend and stuffs like that.
Going back about new pals I mentioned in the two last paragraphs up there, please be advised that even though they follow you right there on twitter but that doesn’t mean they are just following for nothing.
Lets not thrash the entire blame upon all, because one spoiled apple in a basket wont ruin the rest. Its just some minority cases, you can find the best one to chat with but beware the person may have other intention towards you.
I went through some life changing experiences when looks become more crucial element in determining who you befriend with rather than the meaning of friendship itself, and that has had me hurt severely. I value each corner of friendship which we all tight together but as something like this come about, I tend to show disrespect for whoever you are out there.
I say sorry for un-following some and had you blocked from accessing my profile anymore.
I set new rules where I won’t simply grant approval for future friends request. Thank you.

A Big Waste

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World cup season has returned, the most anticipating sport event ever, and it only occurs once in every four years that makes all eyes on South Africa as world cup 2010 is happening right there now and approaching very close to the end. But most of all, one baffling question remains unanswered, seeing over 6 expensive stadiums that were built I am wondering, are they funded alone by South Africa?

As for me, if the answer is yes, don’t you think that all the money could be used to save million of starving lives in that country instead or rather the entire continent? Do you?
Seriously though its been too long, I cant bear even another second watching these people being swept out from their own land in such a terrifying way. This is the biggest waste ever.
Well, I can’t seem to agree more with you that it may bring some good fortunes in the sense of investment in to the country, and later have you ever thought that where will the money go to? How would it be spent? But again the highest priority should be given in helping those lives. Imagine, we are talking about projects worth billion of dollars and it takes years for completion and with that money I strongly believe by now there should be over thousands of schools, and numbers of death stays at the lowest level.
Hospital, school and foods are the bare necessities of life.
After all not the entire region of Africa get to enjoy the game because of the serious poverty issues there, lack of access to internet, no television coverage and a lot more, you name it. We need to tackle it down beforehand.
They need more than just kick of a ball but proper education and mean of lives.
Keep in mind a little thought may change the world, when looking at those kids in the street I can see a bright future ahead of them if there was ever a chance.
In fact that isn’t all, plenty more.....
Think about it............

ps : so sorry, due to some unforseen circumtances, this entry has been posted a bit late

Hormat Blogger Lain

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I’m writing as a way to express myself, it makes me happy when come to think that I own a blog, I am very eager to put pen to paper the moment an idea appear at the back of my mind, but for some bloggers they are smart by making cash out of it, well done! To me I’m not up yet to generate a penny from this.
Fun? A typical question that I kept on getting asked whenever there was any related topics about blog. Frankly speaking, yes I did find happiness in blogging even though there would be time where you were attacked towards your ideas but learning to be positive and not to blow your composure is among valuable lessons I gained along in life as a blogger.
Life is dynamic for those who are brave to alter the history and in that discovery process you maybe find something precious that you want the world to look at. Before the existence of internet we have very limited channels to spread our ideas. You are lucky as much as I am.
Do we live solely for money?
We don’t…. I can make certain of that.
But money is the spine for survival.

Let me get this straight, I admire those bloggers and that I’m not pointing at anyone in this case, its just that every so often “it” blinds them. For the sake of “it” they publish junks or rather nonsense provocative thoughts in order to get the rate of visitors up. For once I see blog is killing respect instead of evil.

Why not create an atmosphere where everyone is looking at one another with dignity. We are one, the earth the only planet we dwell on, there are plenty of traits we all share in common and I can be sure that even right now you will stumble upon one.
Thanks….


Sakit

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First of all I apologise for not updating this blog for such a long time, and the last entry was about semester break and that was over a month ago.
Today I decided to write again, share what I assume important.
The new semester has commenced a week back, but I am not attending it due to some serious problems I have. How sad, it is. Just a week before the final exam ended, I picked up a strange and yet terrifying skin disease which I take for granted. I should have taken it seriously while in its infancy but its too late now, the problem gone crazy.
I have been diagnosed to suffer from multiple skin lesions. I am not a doctor neither nurse, therefore I can’t tell you specifically what that is. Here is something you probably do not know, can you imagine it all started from a tiny bite of mosquitoes then later it turns to be deadly problem? Lesson of this, please do not scratch too hard when you fell itchy on your skin because I believe this is what makes it a big trouble to me right now. Next, you need to keep your nails short and clean at all time, so now it involves self-hygiene.
The pain I have gone through is good enough to remind me of how life is short, at this point, preserve all we posses is one thing it had taught me to do. Sometime we don’t appreciate whatever lucks or moments god has given us. Times like this it will rake the past up and place us in guilty position. When I’m stuck in this situation, I only have two gut-wrenching options to choose from, its either to get back to college in this condition which I really don’t like it as I’m afraid if it infects anyone who stays with me, let me keep this problem to myself or to defer this semester.
I personally spoke to the doctor to write me a letter saying that how bad my problem is so that I won’t be showing up this semester. Yes, I have chosen the second choice. Its tough but life is unfair, no shouldn’t say so, god tests us once a while to show his love, its a matter the way we carry on our life and how we handle it.
At times like this too, it gets you close to your creator knowing that he always there for you.
Don’t worry in another week I will have my life back.
Lets move on….
A close friend of mine suggested me to start up a gadget blog as that what he specializes in, he’s been doing it for quite some time now.  A lot of benefits, one of them he gets to test new phone, HTC DESIRE from Maxis and other latest gadgets. Well I had the same thought too before its just that I don’t have some basic requirements for that, internet connection being among them. I am planning to sign up for broadband plan but…you guess it….
Since that I have four months available for anything that happened by accident, I’m thinking to re-live one abandoned blog of mine into as what I mentioned up there. I really hope it is going to be real.
I guess that is it for now, thanks…..

Lepas Abis Exam

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I have just got home from collecting all of my stuffs, yes, exactly this semester has officially ended today.
Its pretty sad when come to think of it that I won’t be staying in same unit again for next semester as it has been taken by someone else, procrastination darn you! Serve myself right…
I wish I could have it back though… please I beg from whoever whose has got the room, because it is the most strategic room that receives better and strong WIFI signal in comparison to others, well in fact most of my friends used to say that I am lucky enough and that as well shows how suck the Wifi service is. Do you hear me people (at admin)?
It’s just not worth it forking out RM 250++ per semester if the service is that horrible, isn’t it?
The lesson we learn here is that all institutions here in Malaysia with no exceptions, be it public university or would be much prefer to be called as “government” university or private one, they all are just not up to expectations and yet they seem to take this issue lightly.
What do you foresee for the coming years? Any moves or action will be made so we ‘may’ get out of that backward mindset? It’s far from realistic. I have too often been asked on how is it study here and there? I would simply say; what do you expect? You are in Malaysia, aren’t you? That expounds it all. We as student have done a lot of talking and it even speaks for itself.

p/s : Alright let me explain about it, first of all don’t freak out if say this is my fourth university (too much precious times have been wasted, I know), secondly why did I keep on changing study place, look no further the reason is this and I sadly ended up at the same place (my philosophy is simple, you finish whatever you start).
We care so much about our future, but they seem don’t and lastly it creates ‘deadlock’ the collision between these two unmatched arguments which in result is nothing.
Anyway, enough with that.
After unloading everything out of the car, we headed over to Wangsa Walk the newest shopping mall, I have been there once not inside but striding outside hehe… its movie time la….not so blessed for me to see ‘Iron Man 2’ neither ‘Robinhood’ as my twin brother a.k.a driver of the day which we have no blood similarity at all but with identical physical appearance said that he had watched it last week, then I said that was fine as long as we still made it for the movie. Boring gilerr…weh…exam abis….
Yes, we did, ‘Furry Vegeance’ our pick for this week, I am going again later for Robinhood man!!!. Don’t want to miss out on this one, seriously though its cool, Iron Man 2 is so-so, he told me that and whatever it is, who cares. Huhuhu…
‘Furry Vegeance’ is the movie recommended for those who think playing god is cool, and killing animals is fun. Hear me out; nature has benefited us tremendously in many respects, think about it. Improper developments and continuous forest exploitations lately in one way or another have brought negative impacts on the environment.
Human, please be more rational, sooner or later you would be surprised to find that your generations not recognize how elephant looks like, it does happen, its so real, a friend of mine shared her experience as a nursery teacher where one day she asked one of the kids that she was teaching and she was taken aback as she held a card with the word ‘CHICKEN’ written on it, then wanted the kid to explain how a chicken looked like, the budak Bandar who has never been in kampong I guess simply pointed to KFC logo the fast food restaurant. Wooowww…I try to imagine what would this kid be calling the real chicken? Hahahahha…
The declining numbers of extinction species are getting worse over the years, and illegal deforestation activities and uncontrolled hunting by unlicensed hunters are identified as two major factors contributing to this stat. Usually it occurs due to lack of law enforcement by the related authorities.  
This sad outlook must be changed; we can’t just keep our finger crossed and let others do it but us, hand in hand, right? I am sick of pathetic excuses people tend to give when being asked to do something good like this for instance. I’m talking about the planet that we are dwelling on.
You watch the movie and judge yourself.
Before the movie we charged up our battery (mestilah), yes brunch time at 4 pm? Insane…hahaha….
I skipped my breakfast this morning so was him (my twin brother la), we try this ‘POPEYE LOUSIANA KITCHEN’ I must say it’s an alternative for KFC as for me; I am the most faithful eater of KFC. I would spend 15 times a month or probably more eating here. (actually its more) Hehehehe….
Don’t have to say anything, I know they no good….huhu..
The coaslow ooo no….is just awesome, really fresh with a bit of sour taste, and that is totally different from KFC’s snack or dinner plate set and the chicken I bet, it is fried to perfection, the original taste of chicken retains unlike AYAM KFC tasteless and overcook sometimes. Its like home-made fried chicken mannn…their French fries is like ring fries…erm…they keep the originality of the food the way it should be, and for that I will surely come back.
This is their second outlet in Malaysia the other one is in Taman Tun Dr Ismail. I did not know at first till my friend introduced it to me, and he himself heard from his uncle of Singapore.
Ok la ni entry terpanjang kot….take care semua….