...inner chirps of a stranded bird with broken wings...

New Phone

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I'm pretty much browsing around for a new phone, just before my 3 years old blackberry dies on me.

Whenever it comes to this part, I mean, to choose what types of phone suits me the best is certainly a nightmare.

But so far, I think iphone is still tempting of all, what's with its sleek design and simplicity. But hold a sec, rumour has it that a new model is expected to be released into market between august to september this year.

What's your take on this?

Refrain

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For these last a few weeks, I learned a little something called refrain, I think this is just great what's with the holy month of ramadhan is coming around.

So much has been said that technology works either way, for good or the other way around.

Rants are everywhere and at times carry too much weight till we loose sanity in judging it.

Religion is no exception, with more people bombarding the timeline be it on facebook or at twitter with religious precepts without sound proof of its authenticity, this is such a deal we must carefully look at.

Refrain from making blunder remarks, especially in times of you have no anything at your disposal is hard!

I made my own mistakes as well.

It is in there way down your heart called faith now plays the role. This measures how strong it is from letting you fall for trap of technology.

I'll be back in a week time.


Hold

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we will no longer hold each others' back...the best is for us to go on our own separate ways.

the beginning that is filled with hatreds, in a strong team what matters the most is the spirit to arise above all and come as one.

never let things get better of you, life can be unexpected at times, do anything today so that the future can be certain, and yesterday will be as it is. Present acts as point of reference.

be strong friends.....


Nothing

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its been so long since the last entry, so here I am, making a comeback. I am nowhere after all this its just that I've been rather busy lately with job and whatsoever.

oo..yeah I am now working out on a project or should I say a business that I am going to start. Do you still remember that not so long ago I posted something about having my own coffee cafe, and turns out that it might be true really if things go well as planned.

But one and all it takes more efforts than what I first anticipated. I am ready to go all out for anything comes in way or barrier....I'm so gonna crush it into pieces down to the last one.

Opportunity knocks but once, I'll fling wide the door open to let it in....

The feeling that comes with adrenalin rush would just add more thrill, well, it never crosses my mind that one day I would turn this crazy idea into a reality.

Being a caffeine addict I am which makes it obvious why running a coffee cafe is the real deal for me.

The journey is yet far from reality, but determination is there to clear all sort of things that blockage the way.

About going to Japan, after turn of an event my friend and I decided to detour to New Zealand instead, given the visa requirements are too much for us, we thought that NZ would be the perfect detour.

September is months away....

Bye-bye for now....

Puddle

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You might have encountered a scenario like this :

One day as you step into public toilet to undoubtedly answer so-called nature call. You make a way up into the toilet cubicle.

You continue on with your sort of business in there, but when you stare intensely into the floor, a puddle of water that can be reflective at times depending on the type of tiles and to cut corner and make it more comprehensible, you could see from the puddle what is other guy from the next door are doing. YEWW...what a scary thought I can't agree more with! That is the fact!

For some public toilet, Tiles play a crucial role in making sure the floor is safe or non-slippery. Right? Choosing the right one is rather an issue here.

The water that wet the floor works just like a mirror.

if you do not want to be caught in the act, pergi cari cubicle yang kering.....hahaha...insane perverts!

Curiosity

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Even a small switch which is left in wrong position could lead to catrastropic. What a lesson we all can learn out of any incident in our life is that by taking a small thing for granted will eventually have unexpected impact in the later time.

Being a great observer in some way diminish chances of making mistake but many of us are unaware of this.

Delve deeper into your curiosity.

Air Crash

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Air Crash Investigation series on NatGeo, were they real? For the past days I spent most of the time sitting alone in the office watching this documentary revealing what lies behind in every air crash incidents.

Out of all I have by far seen, it involves largely airlines from the United States. Could this happen by accident? or due to the high demands of people who want to fly is the reason why air crash incidents in the USA always contribute to the statistic?

For certain group of people, fly could be a dream-come-true experience, but still there are other groups consider fly is necessary to take them from one point to another and become routines.

As for me now it rather feels like fly is only possible as appropriate.

Have you experienced or being in turbulence? I did...when I was on a flight home from Langkawi and it was my first time flying.

Turbulence occurs only during bad weather. I remember on that flight from Langkawi to KL...The severeighty of the weather was getting intense but in the meantime other two airlines whose supposed to take off from Langkawi International Airport the same night were delayed due to the weather only air asia is crazy enough to continue flying.

Hurmmm....

A bag of memories...

Fly

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Planes and fly are two perfectly married elements. I just love planes. In reference to recent breaking news by singapore air, the company has agreed to put the entire boeing 747s fleet to total retirement starting April this year but thousands more are still in the sky throughout the globe. What probably makes the airline to take such a drastic move, or has the time arrived for the planes to stop flying. Looking by the history of this among world largest commercial airliner, it has some good and alarming track records dating back decades ago....


Singapore air is not the only commercial airline operates this type of aircraft. Malaysia Airline owns 9 of it from many more airlines in the world. In addition Malaysia Airlines will take delivery of its five of total 6 A380s from airbus this year despite being stuck in the turbulence of financial crisis that hit the company.

The only question left is, will MAS follow suit what its main rival does?

Sorry, it is a bit out of topic...

I look forward to flying with MAS brand new A380... :)

Quick Update

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Of late we were fed with big slice of junks or so-called news that mostly lead to the detrimental of society.

As we are gearing up toward becoming a developing nation this could at any point disrupt the pace I would say.

What bothers me the most is that I could not deal with it at times. It rather feels weird living in your own country but only to find we are against one another, negativity surrounds us every single day.

My trip to Tokyo this year in hopes would shed some light that there is no better place to call home but your own.

Sooner or Later

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sooner or later, why the word 'or' be in the middle? its a matter of choice that weather it is now or future.

My mind keeps helplessly working on more new plans for this year almost around the clock...till up to a point the urge to abandon my studies and all the things I sort of enjoy now becomes stronger - strike in full force- and stands in the way.

Redirect, reshape and rethink.

I'll be off to Japan in the mid of this year for a number of reasons as for this time around I shall not make all chances available for my self-betterment be in total vain.

Looking back the korea trip, I had brought nothing along home but memories. No, this is an once-in-the-lifetime experience.

Sooner or later you all will know it.

Random Chirp

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This is the first entry ever done from my cubicle, yes...I have recently been hired as in the meantime of waiting to get back into college this year.

While sat alone in office I came across things that I had taken for granted so long. Achievements are what we would probably brag about...but I have none.

Even if time was a turtle sooner or later it would reach its final destination, or in the simplest way to put it, procrastination is the issue.

Kill two birds with a stone, would it be possible? while you have something at the back of your mind and in order to get it accomplished obviously something got to be done but procrastination gets in the way that you must overcome along the way. It is hard. 

Time is taking on me. All I need is nothing but a little courage to pursue my dream. If I were to fail, I would fail in dignity.

Happy is another invention of human, so we are to determine what will be the conditions of things to be happy.

Allow me to make one....

Drowning

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More often than not we stand on the edge of lake of the pasts...and I always remind myself of never getting slipped and drowned in it...

Hard as it may seem but this is the reality we are so attached to...

Whenever we revisit the pasts with errors we have made in life, never did it fail to crave smile on our face or break us down to a point.


Truly as the saying goes, pasts are the best teacher of one's life, and it stays on permanently.

The deeper I delve into the bottom of the pasts the more I learn of how we have changed throughout the journey from beggining to where we are today.

I am still looking...

Book

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Much as I hate to admit, my forays into politic are brimming over. In the recent ocassions in which had brougtht me to realise the importance of having whether be it direct or indirect involvement in it.

Many would say politic plays that of significant play of unrest within the confinement of this protracted preserved plural society but I take a different route on this.

Only if the politicians view from it my standpoint would they never want to fan the flame of anguish which eventually diminish respect and hurl us down to hatred.

I sense that tide of awkwardness whenever I am being asked of my racial background and some would flinch abruptly only to find I am malay.
From physical parts it will not strongly support this as the chinese traits from head to toe attach so visibly to my physique. This could have been contributed largely from my father side who is fathered to a Hainan Chinese.

A doctor in the house by the former premier Tun Mahathir elobarates distinctive details of the malay in whole. Racist as those of rival sides would pin on him to the extent of his former collegues but the truth is intact.

The pains he endured during the early days of life were much of help in rebranding the faith in me.

The book was not really of chorinicling his venture into politic but tended to be about the childhood life he had and then turned him to be what he is today.

I admire his boldness in being upfront about everything.Though he is now no longer at the helm, but continues overseeing all administration aspects of his country and obviously no one would appreciate it.

Don't judge a book by its cover, I hold firmly onto this as much the same goes to 'don't judge one neither by the words nor kindness'. For it is too soon to tell with hundreds more pages left unflipped. This will be enough for now.

This takes me back to those early days of my year in university, where I had a mixture classroom of all ethnics. From the beginning of the first term till the last day I would stick to this group of fives. The bonding that soon bound us, it seemingly stays all the way. We would go to library, study, eat and did those unthoughtful things the freshie would together.

Strong emotion comes over everytime this moment flashes back, atack of sadness in the chest will always keep it alive.