...inner chirps of a stranded bird with broken wings...

Sakit

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First of all I apologise for not updating this blog for such a long time, and the last entry was about semester break and that was over a month ago.
Today I decided to write again, share what I assume important.
The new semester has commenced a week back, but I am not attending it due to some serious problems I have. How sad, it is. Just a week before the final exam ended, I picked up a strange and yet terrifying skin disease which I take for granted. I should have taken it seriously while in its infancy but its too late now, the problem gone crazy.
I have been diagnosed to suffer from multiple skin lesions. I am not a doctor neither nurse, therefore I can’t tell you specifically what that is. Here is something you probably do not know, can you imagine it all started from a tiny bite of mosquitoes then later it turns to be deadly problem? Lesson of this, please do not scratch too hard when you fell itchy on your skin because I believe this is what makes it a big trouble to me right now. Next, you need to keep your nails short and clean at all time, so now it involves self-hygiene.
The pain I have gone through is good enough to remind me of how life is short, at this point, preserve all we posses is one thing it had taught me to do. Sometime we don’t appreciate whatever lucks or moments god has given us. Times like this it will rake the past up and place us in guilty position. When I’m stuck in this situation, I only have two gut-wrenching options to choose from, its either to get back to college in this condition which I really don’t like it as I’m afraid if it infects anyone who stays with me, let me keep this problem to myself or to defer this semester.
I personally spoke to the doctor to write me a letter saying that how bad my problem is so that I won’t be showing up this semester. Yes, I have chosen the second choice. Its tough but life is unfair, no shouldn’t say so, god tests us once a while to show his love, its a matter the way we carry on our life and how we handle it.
At times like this too, it gets you close to your creator knowing that he always there for you.
Don’t worry in another week I will have my life back.
Lets move on….
A close friend of mine suggested me to start up a gadget blog as that what he specializes in, he’s been doing it for quite some time now.  A lot of benefits, one of them he gets to test new phone, HTC DESIRE from Maxis and other latest gadgets. Well I had the same thought too before its just that I don’t have some basic requirements for that, internet connection being among them. I am planning to sign up for broadband plan but…you guess it….
Since that I have four months available for anything that happened by accident, I’m thinking to re-live one abandoned blog of mine into as what I mentioned up there. I really hope it is going to be real.
I guess that is it for now, thanks…..