Be Strong

Alright, I am done watching two movies in row. Well I guess now I have something better to do than just sitting around doing nothing.


Indeed, its way to go to rejuvenate you after having a hectic day at work all day.

I have got two news, the first one is negative, and the second one should be positive right? It should works both ways.

Here it is, a person by the name of….erm should I mention that person name who called me this morning? It doesn’t look appropriate here. She phoned me early in the morning yesterday telling me that my application was successful. It may sound cool as it is but there is a tiny little something else that has been bothering me from it.

Lets hold onto that for awhile and go ahead with the next news.

Moving on to the second news, it appears that I am two days away from the dateline. This is actually for my second application. It’s a back-up plan in the event that the first one doesn’t work out right?

Its been driving me up the wall.

Although I did pretty good job on the first application but the call came in at the eleventh hour as I am so far away from preparation.

The registration fee has gone beyond expectations. In fact it has crossed my budget limit. I need RM 2000+ in hand or I will just have to let it go.

It puts me in guilty position because it leaves me with no other option but to choose either money or future.

This looks as though I am juggling my life.

But this wont turn me down anyway, remember I said last time that I would push my steps moving forward in any ways because there is no time to turn around, even to have a glance of the past.

As the saying goes ‘you have to learn to let go of the past so you can have a future’, I can’t tell you specifically who said that wonderful words of wisdom but it just that I really heard of it.

That doesn’t mean you could entirely banish the past, there will be time where you would have to step back and re-visit the past so it could teach you what do’s and don’ts .

Make friend and be gentle with the past because at the end of the day it’s your truly perfect guidance.

Funny, I am officially wandering of the core point. Whatever it is, I am going to do anything that deems fit.

Even if I were to beg for it, I will.

I had enough already with my pathetic life. Feel free to drop me a line or two, maybe you have something at the back of your mind or some crazy ideas on how to cope with it that can be shared here, I really appreciate it.