22

In just a few days I will be turning 22 this year, it’s the year I hope that never exist. What I have been going through over the year seems to be nothing interesting.

A year of waste, he is just nobody but buffoon. Get him stuck in phony illusion of himself.

He leads himself in complex perplexity and procrastinates in the things that he ought to do. His grueling battle to demolish the despondency and find something to fill the lacuna of his life is just an imagination.

He stands lamely and often collapsed by squall. He recognizes no demarcation. That could be the best part of him but one cant judge for himself right?

Tones of adversities are being loaded in his shoulder and that more often than not has foiled him.

But one bright side of him is,

From a laconic person, now he is more euphoric. The crescendo of untapped power that lies within him is starting to take shape. He has no one so instrumental for his action but himself.

Those are words that describe who I really am after 22 years for being the khalifah.

If ever there was the time machine, I only have one wish although it sounds unrealistic.

I wish it could turn the clock around and take me 22 years backwards for me to accomplish incomplete missions and something important that I owe him, my creator and him, my prophet peace be upon him.

Today is another big day, HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA.

No big plan for big day that is pretty sad.

But at least I don’t think of silly things to do today other than staying at home and chill out, spend a great quality time with family, after all we are all busy and I kinda can sense something that we are drifting apart.

So I guess this would be a perfect time where we all finally get to clump together as one complete family and catch up with load of things that we don’t usually talk about.

Confession: I and my brother we rarely see each other ever since he got a new job, he is a frequent traveler lately now. But the crisis that we have unlikely to meet the end, we fight too often, and I always against some of his ideas sometime because he takes things too lightly and that what makes me dislike him.

Nonetheless, he is spine and pillar of our family.

Alright that was it a short scribble of mine.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA