its a long peril process but priceless...
Dear Boss,
this is a little something you should know,
I have finally unlocked the bright side of my life so that I will be able to steer myself towards the positive side....and may it be a guide for me to locate the key whenever I lost it.....
Let me ask you this question:
Its been a year of idiot being with Malaysia most slowest broadband provider in the history of broadband technology.
Can you imagine, when you subcribe for the speed of 1.2 MBPS but actually you only get to enjoy 50 % of it.
I really cant take it anymore, anyway that is all difference story.
frankly say, I do not have any particular things to be stuffed in this entry, its just that I feel I should write something in order to not letting others wondering where I have been after all this.
And it also a perfect way to catch up with what is happening right here.
School break is coming to an end soon, that is it kids, there is no more joy and as for me, I am going back to University next year. The semester is due to commence on 9 January 2010.
New year, is approaching so fast and my resolution, may next year and more to come be the most useful one than what I ever had last time.
Bye.......
Indeed, its way to go to rejuvenate you after having a hectic day at work all day.
I have got two news, the first one is negative, and the second one should be positive right? It should works both ways.
Here it is, a person by the name of….erm should I mention that person name who called me this morning? It doesn’t look appropriate here. She phoned me early in the morning yesterday telling me that my application was successful. It may sound cool as it is but there is a tiny little something else that has been bothering me from it.
Lets hold onto that for awhile and go ahead with the next news.
Moving on to the second news, it appears that I am two days away from the dateline. This is actually for my second application. It’s a back-up plan in the event that the first one doesn’t work out right?
Its been driving me up the wall.
Although I did pretty good job on the first application but the call came in at the eleventh hour as I am so far away from preparation.
The registration fee has gone beyond expectations. In fact it has crossed my budget limit. I need RM 2000+ in hand or I will just have to let it go.
It puts me in guilty position because it leaves me with no other option but to choose either money or future.
This looks as though I am juggling my life.
But this wont turn me down anyway, remember I said last time that I would push my steps moving forward in any ways because there is no time to turn around, even to have a glance of the past.
As the saying goes ‘you have to learn to let go of the past so you can have a future’, I can’t tell you specifically who said that wonderful words of wisdom but it just that I really heard of it.
That doesn’t mean you could entirely banish the past, there will be time where you would have to step back and re-visit the past so it could teach you what do’s and don’ts .
Make friend and be gentle with the past because at the end of the day it’s your truly perfect guidance.
Funny, I am officially wandering of the core point. Whatever it is, I am going to do anything that deems fit.
Even if I were to beg for it, I will.
I had enough already with my pathetic life. Feel free to drop me a line or two, maybe you have something at the back of your mind or some crazy ideas on how to cope with it that can be shared here, I really appreciate it.
You know right? There is one thing that I can’t live without, yeah that is it ‘BLOG’.
So this is what happened by accident just couple of minutes back, I got so pissed off as I had to keep on turning it on and off all the time, out of blues, I flew off the handle, lost control of myself, "BANG" there you go, it went straight to the screen.
Then a miracle appeared, beyond expection, it never crossed my mind that it was gonna work. The screen went back to normal state. That meant the screen was actually fine but it was just need a little push, I suppose…..hahahhaha
Wahh….this was a relieve. At least I don’t have to fork out for a new lcd screen for now, maybe.
Now let’s see how long it will last. I really hope it will stay that way longer than usual. hehehe....
I immediately typed in this new entry.
The truth is, I have got bunch of things that I wanna share with you in this entry, but when I turned around seeing the clock, its too early in the morning.
I am having a little hung-over right now. But please get it clear, I am not an alcoholic nor party-goer, in fact I have never touched things like that or been to such places( really? just a few times - confession).
Here is what I am trying to say, I was off to bed so late last night, had lots of fun hanging out with some university pals.
wow...Its been quite awhile since we all last met.
Still I have a bad feeling that the situation will revert. Please it will be fine. I am keeping my finger crossed
Although its Saturday, yes its just typical day where I have to get back to the office. I am pretty sure its gonna be so mundane and boring.
I wish could do something else…………..
Alright pals, I am done with this now……………..
Indeed, I did attach my email address in this blog for better communication between myself and those out there who sort of interested to contribute thoughts or suggestion.
But it turned out to be the other way around, the volume is getting oversized, I kept on getting attacked from these idiots.
What happened to the real meaning of privacy?
Look, here is exactly what you will likely get from me, F**k Off.
Now get the feel.
So I made up my mind to change the email. I am sorry for that.
its been so long since i last posted on this blog.
its not that i am too busy and whatnot but,
Actually, my LCD screen went out when i was midway completing some of study matters the other day.
at first, i just assumed that it was nothing serious than overheated.
i left the conmputer on the whole night, so my first impression was it went out due to that caused.
then i rested it for awhile with the belief that it would revert to normal.
but it was not.
the screen completely spoiled.
i missed so badly my blogging life.
it felt like i could not life without it.
till then....see you in the next entry....
This is the first part of my story for today,
So I was at kl sentral depositing my cheque that I received last week.
It’s in between of peak hour period, so that would give you a little hints on how it looked like inside the train. It felt as if you are being locked in an airtight container. I really could not breathe though. On my way back home, surprisingly, it happened by accident, I smelled kinda stink. My curiosity ran wild I turned around to find out what was it, but I could not sense any strange thing that could give off such a stinky odor.
I kept on pouting just to mark that I sensed something wrong, then the fella who standing right in front of me was acting sort of strange though. He was holding the middle pillar, I am sure you know what pillar that I am saying here.
But it transpired that somebody actually farted. I almost burst out laughing, but gotta hold it back as I was in public space. Damn you berani ko kentut depan aku yer…hahahahaha
One thing bugged me when nobody reacted to that as if things were completely norm. I found that really hilarious.
It slowly died away, but it took quite some time too.
I disembarked at KLLC lrt station. its been awhile too though since I last lepak2 there…..
Does anyone know there is this tiny-weeny café at kinokuya?
Its right up the second floor of the bookstore.
That was my ultimate lepak spot. Why? You could never have as much cool and calm atmosphere as it has to offer. This time around you gotta trust me, the ambience is like your being in an empty room and that room faces out a big lake while sipping the steamy coffee and the inspiration comes along hehehe....
The most perfect spot to capture the wonderful view of the entire KL as it strategically located exactly at the last floor of the shop.
There was the place where I would likely be heading down when I take time out or in time of need a little space to get out of trouble that I was in.
And the coffee that comes in a soup bowl size is only RM 6. And that leave a huge price gap in comparison with other renowned brands like starbuck or coffee bean that normally cost rather expensive.
But whatever it is, coffee is still coffee, black in color, bitter in taste….hahahaha…
So why do I have to rip out my pocket for that? Right?
Been there for hours contemplating on the next big thing that will likely come about.
Time has appeared from the crack of my life issue. This would be the ultimate destination for me. I had a phone call that bothered me and it turned out that my cert has yet to get thorough accreditation from MQA board.
It beats me, its been years since leaving that university and it appeared that years that I had spent there and money that I leveraged down the drain and the cert that I have been keeping after all this was nothing more than just a piece of paper.
That is the setback of most institution here in Malaysia and that also one of the reasons that prompts me to give it a second thought when it comes to study here.
By hook and by crook I got to get this issue settled immediately. And this morning, first thing to do and absolutely will be on top my list, pergi university lame aku…hehehe…
Ok itu je la…aku penat….hehehe…
I brought a few mags home today from the office.
And I just had a brief conversation with a friend of mine that now is in the UK.
I am glad to hear that he is doing well.
In reality it may not seem as what is it, being away from home means you have to be more accountable towards yourself.
One more important thing that you ought to look at to is living expenses.
Lets rest that story for now and as usual there will definitely be two or more story in any of my entry.
Here it is,
Surprisingly it was slightly gloomy today as the volume of patrons not as high as the day before.
It was sort of a little bit free for the rest of the day.
Less work means more time for reading.
So I grabbed a mag which was brought by my other boss.
It true that I have two bosses.
While flipping it thru, I bumped into one article.
What is it?
Trust me it rather compelling.
I would love to share it with you, but I have not done the reading yet.
Will continue tomorrow….!!!!!!!
Feeling a little uneasy over a ridiculous comment I made on one website.
Its all about the earthquake thingy.
The news on the earthquake is now being bandied about. I don’t know about you guys, but its all over the net at the moment.
It hit Indonesia today, the tremor was recorded at 7.6 magnitude this evening.
Technically it was felt by Malaysia as well as the closer neighbor.
but I cant refrain myself from making revenge comment over the issue that they raised about a month back on Malaysia stealing what they claimed to be one of their heritage that is joget pandet.
The ad produced by discovery channel as a way to promote the diversity of Malaysian cultures in collaboration with Ministry of Tourism Malaysia.
I have no idea how could it misconstrued people.
Here is a little something that we need to focus more on, this dance also known as Joget Pnadetis not belong to anyone but us as one region.
It doesn’t seem so right to specifically mention here on what I have commented as it may trigger other issue after wards though.
So to be in safe side, I would rather keep it to myself.
Would it be appropriate to make such remarks? What is the impact?
I am pretty sure, you heard well so do I on the news of protest by Indonesian on the ad.
I cant deny the fact that we will later give a hand to Indonesia.
But as for me, I gotta give it second thought.
Why I am feeling so good today, because first I did not make it to work.
The same skin problem that I suffered before recurred. Its getting worse.
I just returned from clinic without seeing a doctor.
I know what is the most suitable medicine that could relieve it. So that is why I simply bought it without being prescribed.
This problem that I have been suffering since a long time ago does not seem to have an ending.
If only you know how it looks like, i am pretty sure you would not want to see it even a bit.
It’s too disgusting.
But this time, its not as bad as the time back when it was during final exam.
So in order not to let it turns from bad to worse, I spent RM 7.00 which something that I could get it for free from public clinic.
You know its Monday, and that means a brand new day of the week. There will definitely be a long queue and why would I have to get in line for one thing only?
Although its free, but there are more people sicker than I do. Don’t you think so?
I don’t want to waste anyone’s time nor let them waiting longer. After all, mine is not that serious.
Another thing that I have to do now, to figure out what excuse should be given when I turn out tomorrow.
If say I tell the truth will they ever trust me? Erm….now it comes to the most complicated part.
Should it bother me? Whatever….
Errmmm…..what is it?
God please save us, we did an error today.
I don’t know how long we can keep it.
Something that should not be undiscovered by her, will do our level best to delete all possible evident.
It’s not that bad anyway, but the only thing is that once she finds out, we will be definitely be doomed.
Alright that is it for that part.
Ooo ya…I missed out on the former prime minister open house on Saturday.
Tun Mahathir, you are the man..
Actually I am not in mood to post anything today.
But the urge is forcing me.
Study matters.
I am still not getting any feedback on my last email. Apparently there are two more documents required.
I hope to get this thing done by this week.
Wait a minutes, I think I have forgotten that a week raya break is not over yet. No wonder right?
oo…ya, this week there is no off day for me neither could take leave. Another fella just applied for 3 days leave.
Indeed its been two weeks in succession I could not take a day off because one person was on leave for a week for raya.
I hope soon she will hire more staff so that this would not happen again.
We are sort of lack of manpower here, and real soon another outlet will be opening.
And I heard some of us will have to be transferred to that new branch.
Waaahhh…..life will be getting more complicated after this.
Ok bedtime…!!!!!!!!!!
No, I don’t think so.
Here is the thing that had made my day. My friend from UK gave me a buzz when I was at the office just now.
Finally after days, the truth was, I wanted to speak to him on the day he was about to board but he did not call me.
That is just fine with me dude, after all I completely comprehend you were engaging in lots of stuffs.
Biasa la busy mau fly further study..preparation yg banyak….
Today I really stuffed myself. Apparently the two months that I spent at gym were likely down the drain.
So now I got to find alternative ways instead. Its not worthwhile at all. The personal trainers are suck.
I would rather stepping out of my home and do as exactly as that somewhere.
Did you notice that new parks in majority have been equipped with this gym –like equipments?
They are so look-like. The impact is as good as the one at the real gym.
Trust me man, you don’t have to throw a penny.
If I were to resume my membership, I would certainly spot other places.
When come to think of what happened today, I wish someday I would have similar chance to fly off somewhere to live my dream.
Dude you made me think hard, that precious moments have long gone……if I knew it….i would have……….but never mind.
Its destiny, and it changeable.
I ever had it, but I blew it.
Whatever it is, I will force my step forward.
Time wait for no one.
As usual, I just cant hold on no more to be back to the place that I should be.
That was for now, guys thank for reading this idiot babbling from an idiot writer who always wanted to improve his English in writing in particular.
I hope for those who are able to spot any error, do let me know.
I am looking forward to your ideas and suggestions.
How was the new look? It took about 2 hours to revamp everything.
I picked this one, because I have always wanted whitish background so that the wording will come out.
So what do you make of it? I think this the best one so far.
I am darn tired now and also feel good about this new layout.
Congrats to me!!!
Actually I have plenty of things to share here now but I really cant take it anymore.
Need hours long rest.
If not then I will certainly pass out tomorrow.
Very bad because today I had to work although its my off day.
Will continue tomorrow…..
September 24, 2009
A bunch of things happened today.
First of all, I don’t think its too late to wish a very safe flight for somebody, he is a close friend of mine that I only know for couple of months on the net.
He is leaving for the UK tonight to pursue his study in mechanical engineering and he is gonna be there for a year,
Wanna know how we know each other?
will tell you the whole story shortly. Scroll down!!
But first please, I am begging you that there is nothing more between us than just friend. I need to get this particular part straight. Jangan nak pikir benda2 bodoh paham!!!!
Its not so long ago, back then tagged was a hit among social networks,
just before that, here is one thing you need to know about me, -
I am a social network-colic fella, so feel free to find me on almost all famous social networks you can think of....... pelik skit kan?
I knew this fella from tagged, ye r time tu aku stressed sangat…at that time profile dia full dengan islamic values….so aku start chat dgn die thru tagged tanye byk gak benda pasal islam kat dia….sb mase tu aku mencari diri aku yg ilang….aku byk buat benda bodoh…
And there how the entire story went. End
This is another story, actually it happened the day before when this client lodged his shipment at our centre.
But I am glad that I was not there when it happened though.
This Caucasian fella carried a box contained 3 bottles of wines and wanted to ship it to hong kong.
He stepped in with irritating impression.
be sure in the future let me step forward to deal with such customer so that you wont get abused in such way.
He blurted out insanely. They never had a chance to even ask and whatnot.
Without giving it a second thought, they accepted the shipment.
It turned out that none of the carriers were able to carry the thing but DHL after advising the price, he refused and asking the cheaper way to send it.
Ok fine, we switched to EMS Poslaju. But then we realized they did not accept that kinda shipment.
Liquid that contains alcohol is strictly prohibited as it may cause fire while on board. I think, if I am not mistaken the same rule applies for normal flight.
But they still proceeded.
The next day a big big big…problem jadi..
What I can say, he is an idiot, an Italian guy who has no manner.
Ok aku penat..smapai sini…nip on dah amik 2 hari bru nak siap….sebab asik letih jer…