Wheel

Whenever speaking of travelling, there would always be one thing that comes to mind, migration! Apart from just visiting a place, I'd always imagine how it feels like living there, like for real!

It crossed my mind one time upon arrival home from Korea and Vietnam that I wanted to live in either these two countries upon seeing with my own eyes, experiencing it myself. But such a short visit will never do the best judgement! Agree?

After all this years, I've been on the lookout for any opportunity to work overseas away from home just for the sake of being independent!

But this will be the last thing I ever want to do in life!

Living abroad takes more than this.

I drown in deep confusion, all I want in my life is to be somebody that anyone looks up to when they need an answer to any problem faced.

My struggle mainly centers around the fight for freedom, for being accepted, for not being left out in everything. Going with flow isn't enough for me, I thirst for more.

I can be rebellious at times in search for real me.

I am delusional, conned by the illusion of beauty, not knowing where it will take you, goofed by the things that never even exist.

And this is why I am nobody, I give up on everything so easily! I find myself swim in the pool of uncertainties of future when present is more pleasing.

In every attempt of getting anything I start done, there must be something gets in the way!

Why?

Give me a boost to set the wheel in motion.