Again

Dwelling on the pasts are just another nightmare in the day. Probably I had a moment of weaknesses that led to making such a haste decision.

Life has never been so easy as the way it is depicted in the movie or ads anywhere else you've seen before.

To grow up and be matured require more than just skills or experiences that we have but knowledge.

For someone like myself who never learns a thing from the pasts has made this is an obstacle that I ought to overcome.

I cracked under pressure, I almost gave up again, I lost sense of wrong and right.

Known to be someone who is demure, man of a few words for some reason lead people to believe that I am a positive person with no life crisis which is totally off base.

My career is pretty demanding.

I am in dilemma, instead of getting confirmed as permanent staff the company I'm working for extended my existing contract for one more month and this truly leaves me in hanging.

With only a month before the contract ends, I find myself in a race against time to compete, perform better.

I guess, it is back to square one then!

So off I go, looking for other job should I be terminated.

Its all new journey...sailing alone in vast wide sea with no direction.

I'll cast my new wider.