o god...just let me do it, shower me wit your blesses....
it feels like stuck in bleak tunnel with no end...everytime when i thought about it...the scar that it left behind was too painful to be retained...but whatever it is...i still got to do it....
But now...after taking everything into account...i would rather do that than bringing it back and forth.... better switch....from what i am now...to something i should be...even though with little unmatured experience...but as it goes...i will get better....GOD WILLING...but the best is yet to come....something that i have been wishing after all these...its as tough as back when i was there...in the realm of ilusion.....but now it even worse...i cant even decide....lord...u r there for me...shine my way for my future...just pointing out...which ever the best for me....i cry...but it brings nothing.....i scream...its still there...wht more can i do...
The time is here once again....i have to make up my mind...i m carrying the heaviest reposibilty ever...its all on my shoulder....but it just the matter of time...this seems the only hurdle that must be overcome....but it still leaves me with some hurtful frustration...i got to be strong....in order to go ahead with this journey....that was just not the rite thing to do....
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