At Last

Indeed, I promised in the last entry that there would be more stories coming from it. I woke up absolutely late today, and in fact I have missed that thing – I supposedly meet my boss today right?. I don’t even know what to say, this is what I am.

The more I try the more consequences apparently I got to bear. I had enough with it, but the best is yet to come. I wish someday I could find somebody that will be able to guide me through all these.

After giving it a lot of thoughts, I have made up my mind, I should just stay on, I cant seem to find other better job than this for the time being. After all, I just wanna close the gap between now till the time I get back into college. Its two months to go. Its really a long way to go.

I still short of money, since the last time, I have never rely on my mother anymore. I am a grown-up. Time is here for me to be responsible toward myself. If I don’t do it, who will? And I guess that will likely help me in dealing with my problem now.

I just finished watching HOME ALONE 1 , 2 and 3. It took me back to those times when I was so young during primary school. Its quite famous back then. In case you forgot that little boy, the main character also known as KEVIN, he got married when he was 13,in real world not in the movie. I am sure you are not gonna believe it but true.

Alright, lets get back here, my plan for tomorrow, first thing in the morning, I have to go to the office and secure the job. Its my last chance. I don’t wanna let it go this time. I had it, I should hold onto it tightly. Oo…yeah one more thing, gotta pay back my mom, I owe her 50 ringgit on last bukak puasa.

Remember the school gathering thingy, I borrowed her some money, and she needed it back, she just asking it. That was the second thing tomorrow besides posting the application form. Better not to forget this one. Its so important, my first and last chance.

Lets continue from here, so I just returned from office. I had a brief talk with her, I meant my boss, then she agreed to re-hire me, wow..that is awesome. So that means I don’t have to look for other job. What a life saver.

Tonight I gotta off to bed earlier, be prepare for tomorrow. I am all set for new journey and I wanna share this one, I watch this sort of documentary program on tv, then the narrator made this wonderful remarks “ life is a struggle, since the first human on earth that is The Prophet ADAM peace be upon him, from my own perspective, well I take this so literally, its true.

Time for breaking fast, I gotta go..

Begun

Exactly 4 am in the morning, September 7,2009. Here is what had happened today at office, I meant yesterday, wow…I have never thought time could ever running this fast. So new life has begun, it is like those times when I started, since it was weekend, as usual the situation in there was completely tranquil and quiet.

I had nothing to do at all, back to mundane routine. I wish I could do more than just sitting in front of computer and go online for nothing sometime. It approached evening, it cracked the peace moment when there were two big shipments to Pakistan. Then the moment was gone once again. Now I was thinking should I stay on or find other job instead since I think, it about time for me to try something which is truly new and more adventure?

Well, I did think so too, but the problem now here is how do I get a job within this short period? After all I had already been accepted to university. This time it seems so complicated. Whether you like or not, you gotta go through it. Tomorrow is Monday, I have yet to decide should I continue working there or otherwise? It’s now back to the toughest part of my life where I have to make up my mind. Sometime I think having friends could one way or another helping me in my decision making but not. Its rare these time to really have faithful and prepare to go through thick and thin buddies. That proves that once you got money everything is possible. Now I clearly see it.

Today, I am gonna go back there and talk to my boss on my plan to stay working there for the next two months, just before getting back to college. I could not glimpse a bit what she is gonna say. When trace back, I suppose I had submitted more than 5 resignation letters in record. So when come to think of it, I feel so bad, will she accept me? Well, we will see tomorrow. +

This is the 5^th nights in row, I failed to sleep. I tried anything that I could think of, but all those idea did not work out. This probably due to coffee I took on breaking fast.

That’s about it, I would be better off to bed now. I am exhausted completely. Happy ramadhan, its time for sahur, gonna get some drink and sleep. Hang on there, its not stop here…wait for more….

Tomorow

Last minute things, I decide to write this just before off to bed, so tomorrow a new journey begins. I feel kinda slightly edgy too, but I strongly believe things will completely go smooth, insyaALLAH …

I received a text message today wanting me to start immediately, but I refused. I am not ready at all, after all. She a.k.a my boss agreed. What a day, so I had school reunion, everybody was there, hang on…let me think….no way, not everyone.

Kinda sad, don’t you think when you had a school gathering like that but lack of commitment from all members. Face it guys, that is reality.

It was not that bad anyway, we all gathered at kfc, your and my favorite ‘lepak’ spot. I was a bit late, we were stuck in bad congested. But that’s ok, after all, I was not the one who driving. Yay…lucky me…hahaha…. Trust me, it felt like last time as if everything back to normal again. The funniest thing was, there was one and only girl that showed up. Orite, that was it for now, really cant take it anymore. I am darn sleepy…chow…