I am writing this to let you know that i am still alive....the star is still shining...but not me...i lost direction of life....every second of my effort means nothing.....i am frustrating now....would it be the same again...? i need an answer to this.....
I am trying to regain my conciusnous...get back on track.....and keep moving forward....but it easier said than done....at the moment i need someone to guide me....show the right path of life...
Why? when we have something we simply take it for granted...but once its gone...then we realize...only we appreciate it.....so do i...the same thing is going to me.....
Arent we aware, how lucky we are....chances have been given to us....but we neglect it...there are more people out there now at this time are starving, begging for better life....what happened to me....please come to your sense....think about how fortunate you are...dont let one single thing destroys you...
Whether you aware or not, your life is being shaped there....take it postively...let it be a challenge for you to overcome...they just wanted you to be strong....be prepared for all possibilities....once you graduated...the real world is lying ahead..waiting for you....its just the matter of time...
One thing is conquering your sense, your life is despair......so no wonder why every of your attempts failed...because of that.....use your common sense....bulid up your bravery again....be more confident...in fact you have such a long way to go.....now everything are yours....
This is my story....ever since that day...life has turned upside down....
I am trying to regain my conciusnous...get back on track.....and keep moving forward....but it easier said than done....at the moment i need someone to guide me....show the right path of life...
Why? when we have something we simply take it for granted...but once its gone...then we realize...only we appreciate it.....so do i...the same thing is going to me.....
Arent we aware, how lucky we are....chances have been given to us....but we neglect it...there are more people out there now at this time are starving, begging for better life....what happened to me....please come to your sense....think about how fortunate you are...dont let one single thing destroys you...
Whether you aware or not, your life is being shaped there....take it postively...let it be a challenge for you to overcome...they just wanted you to be strong....be prepared for all possibilities....once you graduated...the real world is lying ahead..waiting for you....its just the matter of time...
One thing is conquering your sense, your life is despair......so no wonder why every of your attempts failed...because of that.....use your common sense....bulid up your bravery again....be more confident...in fact you have such a long way to go.....now everything are yours....
This is my story....ever since that day...life has turned upside down....
Sigh....ha...not a relieve, certainly....but a wondering...what is gonna be with me for the next couple of years....its basically a question that i have yet to discover the answer...probably someday...but when? is there any precise time to determine the arrival of this honourable answer? i will be on my knee..another question mark....???????
Sometime i felt the heaviest weight on my shoulder that i have to carry along....i am still wondering...am i in the right track?? could it be i have lost too...that seems no matter to me..as long as i could have it..i will always be fine....
This is another confusion of life that i gotta deal with....i must tackle it down before the destruction it may give coming back....its been so long....but yet i could not do anything about it...there is no way so far...
Allah you are there for me..and you will always be there...save me from it...dont leave me hanging...your my real tower of strength....dont let this confusion put me down...i have suffered from it...and its just about time i regain my life....its so much painful...genuinely say..i cant take it anymore...
It was just yesterday...i went back to my hometown...the atmosphere was quite awkward...as that was my fisrt ever time returned there...people there are so genuine...i could tell from all the treaments they gave me...i had so much fun....the best moment is when we together released those sheeps...oo..bek....wow...i just missed that memorable moment...although its been over ten years Abah passed away...i could still feel like he was there...seems like yesterday we were together...but now...it had changed tremendously...more developement than ever...
But what really come to my surprise...there was mobile coverage there...o..thank god...im still connecting to the world...thanks so much to my favorite TELCOS...CELCOM....a few years back...there is nothing...but now..technology has really evolved...this the true power...and in fact on the same day i got a call from celcom...i got 2 free tickets to SUNBURST 2009...wow....amazing isnt it?
Now i really know where i belong...my dad was a real Chinese from Hainan...i never knew that....i have been told so by my only uncle...new discovery...there so much to be shared...
Sometime i felt the heaviest weight on my shoulder that i have to carry along....i am still wondering...am i in the right track?? could it be i have lost too...that seems no matter to me..as long as i could have it..i will always be fine....
This is another confusion of life that i gotta deal with....i must tackle it down before the destruction it may give coming back....its been so long....but yet i could not do anything about it...there is no way so far...
Allah you are there for me..and you will always be there...save me from it...dont leave me hanging...your my real tower of strength....dont let this confusion put me down...i have suffered from it...and its just about time i regain my life....its so much painful...genuinely say..i cant take it anymore...
It was just yesterday...i went back to my hometown...the atmosphere was quite awkward...as that was my fisrt ever time returned there...people there are so genuine...i could tell from all the treaments they gave me...i had so much fun....the best moment is when we together released those sheeps...oo..bek....wow...i just missed that memorable moment...although its been over ten years Abah passed away...i could still feel like he was there...seems like yesterday we were together...but now...it had changed tremendously...more developement than ever...
But what really come to my surprise...there was mobile coverage there...o..thank god...im still connecting to the world...thanks so much to my favorite TELCOS...CELCOM....a few years back...there is nothing...but now..technology has really evolved...this the true power...and in fact on the same day i got a call from celcom...i got 2 free tickets to SUNBURST 2009...wow....amazing isnt it?
Now i really know where i belong...my dad was a real Chinese from Hainan...i never knew that....i have been told so by my only uncle...new discovery...there so much to be shared...
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