Sigh....ha...not a relieve, certainly....but a wondering...what is gonna be with me for the next couple of years....its basically a question that i have yet to discover the answer...probably someday...but when? is there any precise time to determine the arrival of this honourable answer? i will be on my knee..another question mark....???????
Sometime i felt the heaviest weight on my shoulder that i have to carry along....i am still wondering...am i in the right track?? could it be i have lost too...that seems no matter to me..as long as i could have it..i will always be fine....
This is another confusion of life that i gotta deal with....i must tackle it down before the destruction it may give coming back....its been so long....but yet i could not do anything about it...there is no way so far...
Allah you are there for me..and you will always be there...save me from it...dont leave me hanging...your my real tower of strength....dont let this confusion put me down...i have suffered from it...and its just about time i regain my life....its so much painful...genuinely say..i cant take it anymore...
It was just yesterday...i went back to my hometown...the atmosphere was quite awkward...as that was my fisrt ever time returned there...people there are so genuine...i could tell from all the treaments they gave me...i had so much fun....the best moment is when we together released those sheeps...oo..bek....wow...i just missed that memorable moment...although its been over ten years Abah passed away...i could still feel like he was there...seems like yesterday we were together...but now...it had changed tremendously...more developement than ever...
But what really come to my surprise...there was mobile coverage there...o..thank god...im still connecting to the world...thanks so much to my favorite TELCOS...CELCOM....a few years back...there is nothing...but now..technology has really evolved...this the true power...and in fact on the same day i got a call from celcom...i got 2 free tickets to SUNBURST 2009...wow....amazing isnt it?
Now i really know where i belong...my dad was a real Chinese from Hainan...i never knew that....i have been told so by my only uncle...new discovery...there so much to be shared...
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