Change

Stay committed, being persistent, two elements when they are bonded together, will form the greatness, but to have both of them in that position longer than a day is often a challenge, what's with in this holy month of ramadhan.

Probably these remaining days will bring light into my life, make me stronger than ever, as what I've been saying in those earlier posts, every second counts and it does matter.

I really hope this whole charade soon will be ending, my hands are tied, the situation leaves me with no other option.

I'll take whatever comes as it may.

What an odd way to start off kan?

Hahaha...

Those were just following the other earlier entries.

The point that I was trying to point out here is that everybody wants to change, there must be a point of time in your life that would trigger an alert or like sort of an alarm call, hey I made this error before, and it is about time for me to correct it. I can't live with it anymore.

Has it ever occured to you, one morning as you get up of bed, and you find it so hard to breath as if your only soul is being pulled away from your body, and from that moment, snappp! knows that it is time for you to correct your mistakes and try living the remaining life as somebody?

It has happened a few times before, only I failed to see it coming, and what it brought along.

All it takes is one near death experienced to alter your path, and swerve into the right direction.

Nonetheless, I managed to cut down on credit card's use this month, quite an extraordinary achievement thus far! I can't stand laughing when comes to think of it.

I heavily depend on my cards be it when on a trip or for whatever matter there is.

Using a credit cards has taught me to be someone who is responsible with money, to an extent, a disciplined person, how so, you'd ask?

Simple,

1. You have to pay and settle the statement balance on time, or else you will be getting the finance charges plus late fee. The more you hold, the more fees will be imposed on your card.

2. When you're about to use your card, you might think first, do you really need the thing and can you afford to pay it later?

I received a nod last nigh in which I believe means a yes, my contract is being upgraded to permanent.

I am really tired, never had enough sleep,

I am hitting the sack now.