...inner chirps of a stranded bird with broken wings...

Yes! Finally!

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It is at last the time when I need a brand new phone! Its been more than slightly 4 years since I last bought something as important as a phone!

Why is it so important!

I go online in every 3 hours a day for some of these reasons, just to see if I am mentioned on twitter or somebody send me a new email. (A blink is all it needs, I use email more than anyone else does!)

To read a new message on whatsapps, wechat, gtalk, line or sms.

To stay abreast of what's going around me, keep myself updated with the news anywhere.

To check on the latest travel offers.

To see if someone drops a new message on my blog. (Which is I rarely do but lately)

And above all, it is the way you stay connected with the world around you.

Did I ever mention that I am a hardcore fan of blackberry?

I've been browsing around looking for a phone that can potentially beat the abilities that blackberry has got to offer but so far none has come out a winner.

Of all blackberry smartphones, I find this to be the most impressive one!

That's right! The new Blackberry Q5! A new model recently launched by RIM.

It has up to 90% of similarities in many respects except for the exterior design and screen quality as to Q10.

Personally, I can't afford the Q10 but when this brand new Q5 is released, it is without a doubt that this might be my new phone!

Yup! Tomorrow will be the day! I'll get my hands on this!



Take care!
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Change

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Stay committed, being persistent, two elements when they are bonded together, will form the greatness, but to have both of them in that position longer than a day is often a challenge, what's with in this holy month of ramadhan.

Probably these remaining days will bring light into my life, make me stronger than ever, as what I've been saying in those earlier posts, every second counts and it does matter.

I really hope this whole charade soon will be ending, my hands are tied, the situation leaves me with no other option.

I'll take whatever comes as it may.

What an odd way to start off kan?

Hahaha...


Those were just following the other earlier entries.

The point that I was trying to point out here is that everybody wants to change, there must be a point of time in your life that would trigger an alert or like sort of an alarm call, hey I made this error before, and it is about time for me to correct it. I can't live with it anymore.

Has it ever occured to you, one morning as you get up of bed, and you find it so hard to breath as if your only soul is being pulled away from your body, and from that moment, snappp! knows that it is time for you to correct your mistakes and try living the remaining life as somebody?

It has happened a few times before, only I failed to see it coming, and what it brought along.

All it takes is one near death experienced to alter your path, and swerve into the right direction.

Nonetheless, I managed to cut down on credit card's use this month, quite an extraordinary achievement thus far! I can't stand laughing when comes to think of it.

I heavily depend on my cards be it when on a trip or for whatever matter there is.

Using a credit cards has taught me to be someone who is responsible with money, to an extent, a disciplined person, how so, you'd ask?

Simple,

1. You have to pay and settle the statement balance on time, or else you will be getting the finance charges plus late fee. The more you hold, the more fees will be imposed on your card.

2. When you're about to use your card, you might think first, do you really need the thing and can you afford to pay it later?

I received a nod last nigh in which I believe means a yes, my contract is being upgraded to permanent.

I am really tired, never had enough sleep,

I am hitting the sack now.


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Tomorrow

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Tomorrow is just another day, and in fact I'd say, it is....but life is too short to hold yourself back, whenever opportunity presents itself, go right ahead and grab while you're still at it.

All this years, I felt like I have never done anything that can ever be considered a thing. Time still goes by, I'm still living in deep confusion of exactly what I really want to do or enjoy doing.

My student life is way over....

Be it you like or not, you are making way into a new world.

The more I give it a thought, the more I realise, probably this is not the right thing to do.

My contract with the company will soon end, be upgraded to permanent status. It is unclear whether I should stay or not, the job scope is just great, easy and stress free, but the only concern is that the working hours.

Having to stay up late till morning adds insult to the injury for my sleep disorder.

To strike a balance in life is important too.

Anyway, how is your ramadhan coming along so far?

Mine is so-so, I can do much in the day but sleep all the way to the breaking fast.

The video up there is something for you to ponder!

This guy is gifted with amazing talents, not only I find him amusing but in every of his videos, though it is funny but at the end, it will make you to think of something, there is hidden message behind it.

The guy's name is mat luthfi, subscribe his channel! Mine is secret haha!

Take care!


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Short and Sweet

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I hope this is not too late, first starter I would like to wish a very blessing Ramadhan to all of you,



May this one be the best for you and I.


I find that this blog would be the perfect place to let go of your sadness, problems, share and write things from your own perspective and heart. To be honest I write emotionally at times, but just to express my true feelings.

I want to make this one really short though after all I just got back from work, pretty tired and it is time for me to hit the sack!

Till then, do take care!

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This Adventure is Impossible

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You have finally lost your senses, this adventure is impossible, for some...the only way to achieve the impossible is to believe it is possible.

Transition from one career to another which is so strange and new is a hard decision to make, but I am willing to take the chance. Opportunity knocks but once after all.

Time flies really fast for you to ever let go of something as precious as this. This is happening so quickly and in some way unexpected too, here is how the event took place, while I was chatting in a chat room on wechat, someone came out of nowhere offers me a job at oil and gas company, in which I personally feel that is the second thing I wish I could do long ago.

After all this while, it has never crossed my mind that an opportunity like this would come along. mixed feeling still!

Still have a long way to go, I don't want to decide in haste, I should give it a long thought and more time as not to end up making the same mistakes as in the past.

Its been a longing dream to work outside in rather open atmosphere where I get to see the world better. Frankly speaking, I truly hate being cooped up in a cold office, cubicle; you don't get mingled much, do you?

I certainly don't!

Life is full of decision making kan?

Go now!

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Life is a journey in which we are all travelers looking to make that great trip with someone.


and here probably would be a great trip to start off for you.

(A word of advise, don't hold yourself back for too long till it is too late.)




Initiated by a school friend of mine, we were not really close back in high school but I know him for whatever matter anyway, we probably crossed each other's path once in a blue moon, bummed into one another at mall, not speaking a word, but just so that we're clear that he is my friend and that was indeed years back in which I couldn't exactly recount. 
He recently launched the project with one important goal and I personally think is a great idea too! that is to break the wall, close the gap and everyone deserves quality healthcare.
Being a doctor himself is truly an opportunity for him to discover, offer and explore the other side of world.

I'd love to be part of it

Cambodia, Kampong Melayu Champ,

Melayu champa as most call it, 





Yes, this is the thing I would do along the way whenever I was on a trip, it is sort of kills two birds with one stone. The videos are presenting some vague ideas of how much they are in need, the fact is, there is more you can do than that.

Imagine that a little thing you do today would certainly go a long way.

Go the extra miles!

This is not the only program I am passionate about, I have been joining in quite a few lately, from volunteering at national zoo to feeding the homeless.

Another project that I frequented the most is the one called PERTIWI SOUP KITCHEN (click here to find out more) we heard it elsewhere but rarely here in malaysia.

What we do?

We go out on alternate nights to designated drop-off points right in the central KL, where our beneficiaries would gather (they've known anyway), we dispense foods, some clothes, toiletries and basic necessities.

Whip out your bags! lets go!

Sorry for being too short, but there will be times which words fail you. I am doing my level best to make this entry readable or to some extent interesting enough.

If at any point it doesn't interest you, just stick to the core theme. 
It is at this rate, I'll be laying and looking back to see just how fortunate I am...

Life is about sharing, the pain, the tears, the smiles.

Have you shared one?

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Hey guys,

Morning....ever wondered why most of the posts are updated so at the crack of dawn, in case if its slipped your mind, I have a serious sleep disorder that I am currently working on right now. It appears that the sleeping pills prescribed only take effect hours later for some reason. So I might as well do something, this is it...haha...

Anyway, I was just browsing around my timeline on google+ (yes I am on g+) and then I came across this



one funny comic strip, not really, it is more of a picture to me that I wanna you all to check out!


I am considering to build a box like this, and see how many of you would fall for it.

My point here is that, believe it or not, people will still put their money in it, even I would if I am stupid enough but it is merely out of curiosity or no?!


There is some truthness in the picture above...right?


Simple yet amazing! Again curiosity at times will let you create something so bizzare...


It is hard but the only way to stay happy!

Good night! or morning!

Take care...