Bonding

in less than a day I have started developing that feel of awfull lonesomeness that its more like a bird flying helplessly with broken wing, I could sense the incompleteness shines through the wreckage in myself already.

Am I so dependent on someone or to the extent of anything?

in my withered journey for discovery, I stumble upon things that have somehow proven it to be right...but I care less for that.(always! the bad side of me!)

it was only yesterday I saw a super close pal of mine(to describe the elvolved strong bonding over the time between us) off at the airport, left for Amsterdam again this year with me waving in hesitant rythmes of left, right...from distance as he walked down the departure hall.

In times of need he would always be there, a truly through thick and thin friend...that is...I could have made the mistakes or even bigger as I did in the past if it wasnt for him to guide me through.

From nobody he was then, today I'm more than happy that he runs a company of his own before I even know it. It was not that long before things turned around for him but me, wasnt it?

Farewell...moments of true...

I will stay up for the rest of the night again for my thirst for betterment is becoming mundane, taking turn for the worst and less thrill than ever, weakened by the battlement between my inner voice. I find no uplifting reasons to get up early in the morning anymore but instead, let the dawn subside by the morning bright sunshine.

Pasts are the indicator bar, how it works purely up to us to raise it way up to the max or lower it down to the bottom(this is me). It rather seems to me that I'm losing grip on reality where most of the time it almost causes me my dear life.

Did we ever make mistakes and learn a lesson out of it the least? Never if it was for my case.

When I'm down with problems that keep on hitting me, I resort to find way out rather than seek help or tackle it head on.
Running away from it will not put it to an end.

A year older and a penny lesser, this would suit me best...it sums up who I am now...but hope is there still, only of late it has taken a heavy toll and I keep my faith tight as the time goes by there will be light at the end of tunnel.

When opportunity knocks, I slammed the door close...locked myself in...shouldnt we fling it wide open and say 'hey what you got there'.

what future is like for me...?

Every single day I wake up to the thought of 'who am I' in continuous search for the best of me.

A word of advise to my dearest buddy, 'you are not a step away from the dream you always told me, No More... you are living in it by now' play with the snow as you wish..fly on that 13 hours flight...! it could have been me! apparently in almost anything, more often than not your ahead of me...well, it is fine...time will come...someday I'll be there along side....hahaha....

pure friendship? how would you define it....?

since you are away, I hope the best for you in years to come, insyaAllah...Take care...

Travelouge

In the face of difficulties I may look like a little creature as small as an ant crawling in hesitant moves, no knowing where to go.

All this is made for some reason as to what I keep on telling myself in hopes of it would ease the burdens I carry on my shoulder.

Life as I put it can be real tough at times, as it is now would be a perfect instance. I have once again made one decision that turned my life completely 360 degrees.

Am I on semester break still? One would ask….but this time around it is easier for me to just say;

“nope, or I could consider it as yes too, well it depends on how you see it”

Singapore Budget Terminal

Yes, I defer another term of my study for personal matter.

Could it be of that the skin desease I got has made comeback….? regardless of what it comes second I guess….the number one reason I shall sweep it under the rug…

Tiger Airways, flight home

Met so-called long lost buddy since 2007

Ipad 2

Too long, that is… I’ve been occupied....with a lot of other matters came along. Hey I’m back…!

Another year is coming to an end, if only time could fly any slower….I wish…

By the way Christmas is coming up yet again! In the past years you’ve seen me poured with gifts...spoiled! and stuff like that but this year around is all new chapter.


Maturity is the word to define everything which has brought me to this point in time.

New York

Oo yeah, I just got a postcard sent all the way from New Zealand, I was sort of wonder who could it be from?

It was sent by a friend of mine who now enjoys both working and holiday at the same time there.

He applied a ‘HOLIDAY WORKING VISA’ in which entitles him to experience both of it so to speak. I heard of it somewhere before but made no attempts to go to the extent.

Nonetheless, I wish all the best for anything he does! Stay strong VJ Foo!

I cant really find the best starting point for this comeback entry.

I think travel is boiling hot in my blood now, I don’t fancy a car neither high-end gadgets…ooppsss…now I mention it, I bought an ipad 2 already? Yes I did….

Maybe now is the best time to chronicle my travel journey over the year of 2011(please publish this before Christmas…hehe) with the main concept remains, I will not in any way turn this to be a travelouge.

This year alone has seen me travel from as near as Singapore to the distance as Korea. Prior to Singapore I had spent a week at a few beaches and islands in Krabi, Thailand and that would be my first overseas travel experience.

As for Korea is another odd story to begin with as I flew solo for the first time in my personal record without having enough preparation or whatnots at my disposal. Extreme as it may seem but adventure. I love it.

Fly on long haul flight when I thought it should be fun at first was off base till I felt it myself. 6 hours journey in the air from Kuala Lumpur to Incheon, Korea altered all my imaginative perceptions.

It was nothing or even closer to fun especially if the flight was by budget carrier (close your eye, sit back and relax while imagining this, an express bus in the sky?). I could have sat on premium class if it wasn’t for my unthinkable and hastily idea. Here it is, all the idea came about out of nowhere, when raya had only started for about four days.

I took one step out of my room passing by a tv with travelog channel on in the living room that could possibly lead me to this insane idea.

Right after I had a bath, I took a bus down to LRT station in a hurry and went straight to KLCC by train. As I browsed through the travel section in which I came to stumble upon a south-north Korea map on the shelf.

Vietnam, UK, Australia, Japan and Korea all in hat and were among destinations in mind at the time, I were to only draw one out of it. Right, Macau is left out, sorry.

I couldn’t think of anything better but to go ahead with the idea, I know it was kind of in rush but I am all set for whatever outcomes or consequences it may present.

So Korea ended up in my hand!, with no looking back or giving it a second thought, I dashed back to the shelf downstairs to buy the map.

The flight I booked departs KLIA on the same day.

I'll just keep as short possible for this one....

ps: I am unable to get some photos up...will try again later...