Lepas Abis Exam

I have just got home from collecting all of my stuffs, yes, exactly this semester has officially ended today.

Its pretty sad when come to think of it that I won’t be staying in same unit again for next semester as it has been taken by someone else, procrastination darn you! Serve myself right…

I wish I could have it back though… please I beg from whoever whose has got the room, because it is the most strategic room that receives better and strong WIFI signal in comparison to others, well in fact most of my friends used to say that I am lucky enough and that as well shows how suck the Wifi service is. Do you hear me people (at admin)?

It’s just not worth it forking out RM 250++ per semester if the service is that horrible, isn’t it?

The lesson we learn here is that all institutions here in Malaysia with no exceptions, be it public university or would be much prefer to be called as “government” university or private one, they all are just not up to expectations and yet they seem to take this issue lightly.

What do you foresee for the coming years? Any moves or action will be made so we ‘may’ get out of that backward mindset? It’s far from realistic. I have too often been asked on how is it study here and there? I would simply say; what do you expect? You are in Malaysia, aren’t you? That expounds it all. We as student have done a lot of talking and it even speaks for itself.

p/s : Alright let me explain about it, first of all don’t freak out if say this is my fourth university (too much precious times have been wasted, I know), secondly why did I keep on changing study place, look no further the reason is this and I sadly ended up at the same place (my philosophy is simple, you finish whatever you start).

We care so much about our future, but they seem don’t and lastly it creates ‘deadlock’ the collision between these two unmatched arguments which in result is nothing.

Anyway, enough with that.

After unloading everything out of the car, we headed over to Wangsa Walk the newest shopping mall, I have been there once not inside but striding outside hehe… its movie time la….not so blessed for me to see ‘Iron Man 2’ neither ‘Robinhood’ as my twin brother a.k.a driver of the day which we have no blood similarity at all but with identical physical appearance said that he had watched it last week, then I said that was fine as long as we still made it for the movie. Boring gilerr…weh…exam abis….

Yes, we did, ‘Furry Vegeance’ our pick for this week, I am going again later for Robinhood man!!!. Don’t want to miss out on this one, seriously though its cool, Iron Man 2 is so-so, he told me that and whatever it is, who cares. Huhuhu…

‘Furry Vegeance’ is the movie recommended for those who think playing god is cool, and killing animals is fun. Hear me out; nature has benefited us tremendously in many respects, think about it. Improper developments and continuous forest exploitations lately in one way or another have brought negative impacts on the environment.

Human, please be more rational, sooner or later you would be surprised to find that your generations not recognize how elephant looks like, it does happen, its so real, a friend of mine shared her experience as a nursery teacher where one day she asked one of the kids that she was teaching and she was taken aback as she held a card with the word ‘CHICKEN’ written on it, then wanted the kid to explain how a chicken looked like, the budak Bandar who has never been in kampong I guess simply pointed to KFC logo the fast food restaurant. Wooowww…I try to imagine what would this kid be calling the real chicken? Hahahahha…

The declining numbers of extinction species are getting worse over the years, and illegal deforestation activities and uncontrolled hunting by unlicensed hunters are identified as two major factors contributing to this stat. Usually it occurs due to lack of law enforcement by the related authorities.  

This sad outlook must be changed; we can’t just keep our finger crossed and let others do it but us, hand in hand, right? I am sick of pathetic excuses people tend to give when being asked to do something good like this for instance. I’m talking about the planet that we are dwelling on.

You watch the movie and judge yourself.

Before the movie we charged up our battery (mestilah), yes brunch time at 4 pm? Insane…hahaha….

I skipped my breakfast this morning so was him (my twin brother la), we try this ‘POPEYE LOUSIANA KITCHEN’ I must say it’s an alternative for KFC as for me; I am the most faithful eater of KFC. I would spend 15 times a month or probably more eating here. (actually its more) Hehehehe….

Don’t have to say anything, I know they no good….huhu..

The coaslow ooo no….is just awesome, really fresh with a bit of sour taste, and that is totally different from KFC’s snack or dinner plate set and the chicken I bet, it is fried to perfection, the original taste of chicken retains unlike AYAM KFC tasteless and overcook sometimes. Its like home-made fried chicken mannn…their French fries is like ring fries…erm…they keep the originality of the food the way it should be, and for that I will surely come back.

This is their second outlet in Malaysia the other one is in Taman Tun Dr Ismail. I did not know at first till my friend introduced it to me, and he himself heard from his uncle of Singapore.

Ok la ni entry terpanjang kot….take care semua….

Healing With the Medicine of The Prophet

It all begins when I believe my world has turned upside down, or my life to be exact, so one rainy evening I made up my mind to step out of my room just to look for the missing part, I took a train to KLCC the place that gives more that just inspirations because I really can’t resist the temptation of cappuccino here, hahaha….

As usual, the one and only ‘lepak” spot, I much prefer Kinokuya Bookstore, in case you did not know at the upper level of it located this tiny café, and that where I used to spend most of time during my downtime.

I sat there with something that requires quick attention which if I don’t do anything it will in the end get rotten and spread all over my life, killing every healthy cell in my soul.

The best of all, from that high spot, I could see not only all the apartments standing still that fencing the twin towers but also the man-made pool on the ground, imagine how small we are running around play hide and seek like a troop of ants scavenge your ‘Cadburry’ chocolate bar (love chocolate), a typical view in such place anyway.

No, I wont get upstairs before grabbing something to read, My Lord Allah has pointed me in the right direction till I discover this awesome book, ‘Healing With the Medicine of The Prophet’.

It costs me RM 48, not bad, it is worthwhile after all.

This book guides us through the best path and step by step in finding cure for any kind of problems, it comes to my surprise as not only it touches on internal ailments which typically we will go see a doctor as ultimate solutions, but also emotional breakdown related sort of issues similar to what I am having right now.

It is written by Imam IBN Qayyim Al-Jauziyah where I am still trying to get more information on him. What a shame, I have never actually finished reading the book or any other books that I bought, therefore start from this entry on, I am so resolute that I am not gonna just sit and ponder but get up and move instead.

Life has so much to offer, it’s just that sometime we do not know where to start from, all we need a packet of catalyst.

And I guess the catalyst has been delivered right on my doorstep, the next action is for me to move my ass up and walk down the door. Remember opportunity knocks but once, grab it while we can.

Let’s not stranded any further and come back to the book, the book that I pick this time is solely written based on the teachings of Islam or The Prophet Muhammad S.A.W without interventions from conventional medical practices even if any it’s a way the author to compare or differentiate or in most exact point to make it totally unique.

This strengthens the idea about:

“there is cure for all types of diseases but death, bear in mind death is the only thing human are not able to alter in the book of his destiny. As clearly scribbled in the book, If god says today is the day for you to leave, you have just got to go.“

 ‘Healing With the Medicine of The Prophet’ gets myself closer to my creator knowing that each ailments we suffer there will be ending for it. He will never let us down.

In all occasions effort comes first before submission, give up is only for those who are hoping death.

I do hope this will provide you alternative directions to turn to whenever there is no other way, INSYAALLAH.

Surat Kekecewaan

Dear Me,

I wrote this letter…..

This is so serious, final exam feels as if nothing to me, I have been spending oo..shit hours sitting on this chair and surfing the net, and that has triggered a thought on my mind, why is it so hard for me to find, well at least a few minutes to study.

Those precious seconds gone for nothing, Allah my lord, stand next to me, let me not stranded in the sea of lust. I cant afford to lose anything anymore, painful it gives, yes sure it does but yet that appears as though insufficient to kill what ever evil that stuck in me.

I require nothing but a spirit that could keep me up for good cause. I did try in fact and then again it reverts to the same state.

Sad is apart of this, struggle seems wont encounter any finishing lines, journey is far tougher than climbing Batu Caves, I am afraid if this is gonna be the final destination. I made up my mind one night after a stingy urge came over and my inner voices bellowed repeatedly, “you should finish whatever you start”.  It was my study, life and future.

And that has had me held back, true….and I promptly asked it this all over again “ can you just see what happened last time, or you are just a deaf blind?”.

I am so freaking scared right now, if ever there was a time machine, I beg, please bring me back to the past, yes men imaginations are uncontrollable in any ways. A line in a song goes something like this - Dream is the key to the door of world, and each doors serve you with a challenge, along the way you need bravery, supplement for you own soul, its an element for one to stand straight with head held up, and rise above the crowd.

I get so inspired by the late Yasmin Ahmad, she took the meaning of pride and self-confidence to the upper level in any occasions. She stood still although being pummeled with rain of criticisms. She is so strong, I like her. Someday I might be just like you, read more about her, you will discover more on what she had been fighting for during her life.

This is the best way to lepaskan segala terpendam…..

Sincerely,

Me

Peace

Hi guys, first off, I am so sorry, yes I did promise you to continue the last entry and is not suppose to end in such a way. Its just that now is the busier week ever as final exam has just commenced today and guess what the first paper is? English….

I had done my level best its now up to the destiny to determine the final result. I have a strong feeling that I could score the best grade for this paper, after all its not that though nor exactly easy, its kinda so-so.

Right now, I may not probably touch on the last entry…because I have not done my reading yet, lets put it on hold just for a very short period and I will certainly get back to it.

Just finished watching a series of documentary on the enormous achievements and spreading of Islam in the country with the significance communities are non-muslim.

Did you know that islam is well-accepted in most western country, the whole world to be exact and that includes USA, in just less than 30 years, a significance growth of islam has been seen across six continents.

But the fight for human rights, equality in society, the freedom to practice believe and faith in an environment where Islam is seen strange always a challenge. After the incident of September 11, the pure image of Islam has been tarnished and that followed by a couple of series of similar incident I should say, had added insult to injury.

People’s tendency to perceive Islam as what they see on the news or paper is something heavy to alter. Another bombing incident occurred in the never-sleep city, New York recently has directly contributed to the growing number of Islamicphobia.

Planned by a religious extremist who believed to be associated with Al-qaeda, he received special training in Pakistan, and he himself is a Paskitani.

In that short-length documentary video, CAIR or it stands for Council on American-Islamic Relations an independent body who gets all Muslims from America together, and stand up against such brutality and come out with a solution on how the negative perceptions on Islam can be removed.

Apparently this year they have to step up their efforts and there will be load of works after what has happened. CAIR has been working with large muslim networks from around the globe to give better understanding, scrap off those negative thoughts and promote Islam as a peace religion.

In fact ISLAM = PEACE, we only offer harmony. Its not right to put the blame of someone’s who is idiot and know nothing about his own religion on ISLAM.

I would like to wish best luck to my brothers and sisters at CAIR, and whatever you do, you do it for good cause, may Allah be with you.

www.cair.com