Mayday…mayday…(unusual way to start something right?-laugh )what a peculiar month, I have been jobless quite awhile give and take its already a month after flunking in attempt to finish my study. If you are sort of ardent fan for this idiot blog I believe you had ever seen or read one entry that I posted here a couple of month back. The post resumes…hehehehe
To recall, here it is, I decided to pull myself out of college since I encountered the most absolutely terrified experience being a student for as long as I can remember.
The management of this so-called university which does not seem so at all, was crazy. I have never been to such horrified place ever in my life. The moment I set my foot at the place, there was such weird feeling consumed me. It was not as what I wanted nor ever imagine. My first exciting impression turned to nightmare the minute I stepped into my very first class and there how this creepy nightmare kept hunting me till the last day I was there and even now, but not too often, its just once awhile. I think I should put an end to it for now.
Step that I took this time was apparently incorrect. Now I am stuck in it, my life turned upside down. I never realized that the consequences were too heavy to be burdened. Life is really a journey as we travel it opens us new perspective on our life and guides us through the right path. It is true when someone says - it does not matter how we end it but what we get during the journey. We encounter victory in failure. I did promised that (UNIVERSITY) would be my last stop but turned out to be the other way around.
o…my life is so pathetic. Since the day I made up my mind to quit study, everything changed. I turned to be online addict ever since, where anything comes second. My tendency to take future for granted was unpredictable. Sometime when I was in deep tense state, I tended to try absolutely something new which is obviously wrong.
I know there must be something behind these. God put me in it, my time will certainly comes someday because GOD’s delays are not GOD’s denials. I have such a long to go, this is not my destiny and let it alone.
Alright now here we come to the joyful part, I resolve from this moment onwards I will start afresh. Live up new hope, new determination. I suppose this the junction where I will make a U-TURN which heading me down to the thoroughfare of my life. I am glad that I am still who I am. Hope it stays that way forever. So next week a brand new journey begins with new hope. I am going back to work for few months then I will be starting new diary of my life. Time has really showed up. Till then,
Thanks everyone for always being there through thick and thin.
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