GOD's delays are not GOD's denials

finally i make comeback, i know its been quite awhile, sorry to say but i had been kinda busy lately,
so here i am once again, bringing you something out of my brief dissapearance,

i dunno, all of sudden i feel like writing something, its just like, there is something at back of my mind, but i cant really tell what is it?

But that's not the real issue here, at least i have started blogging again, so what am gonna to write today, pretty much like previous posts,

I really cant sleep tonite, something has been bothering me, i did try tho to get out of it, but it seems to be worthless, i decided to remain awake today, at this moment, but unfortunately the next day i have got training session, so cant help, gotta find way...!!!!

One thing i suppose that had turned my life upside down was, high expectation, i have just discovered, i put too high expectation in so many things, be it personal or not...

this is just the beginning of new life, regardless how it happened, life continues...put the past behind, so we can make way for future, let not the past hunts you...

I am still remember one uplifting line from a book that i used to refer to as guideline, GOD's delays are not GOD's denials, that was so true, when come to think of it, that is reality in life....sometime we may work so hard to get something, but in the end the result turned you down....because anything that happen is what you have been destined to be in...as a muslim that is part of life, we cant run away from it...ALLAH knows better,

i just one important person to know that, i have been trying so hard, to present you what you want after all these, i am beegging you to just giveme one more oppurtinity and hope i wont blow it again this time....