Langit (Sky)

 Langit - Yuna

In just a few more days ahead, we will be coming in to a brand new month. Oh boy! I must admit that my tight schedule have had the better of me.

As of right now I am having a good time working from the comfort of my own room.

A friend in which I'd call the one through thick and thin is running a small business and given the nature of his business that requires him to travel, I decided to jump on board! So I am helping him out by co-managing his company while he's away.

It feels good working from home. 

But nonetheless the job hunt is ongoing! Clock is ticking! I am looking forward to settle down in a couple of years if the plan goes accordingly.

An offer came along but the location where the company is based at something needs further consideration.

Although age is just a number but as you grow older, what lies ahead is much more complicated.

I am doing all possible to prepare myself for what the future has in store for me.

There goes a short entry!

I am back!

Hi,

How are you there? 

How has your fasting been coming along so far? I hope that all is well.

I know that I did it again.

Be assured that I am still writing, just so happen I've been feeling a tad under the weather.

I feel that I am being left out again.

A close friend of mine, the one that is through thick and thin is now back in Amsterdam.

He flies quite frequently in a year especially given the nature of his work. I have no issue or whatsoever about that.

I have been receiving calls for job interview, but none of them made it to the final.

Anxious as I ever be, life must go on.

Hope and expectation must not die, sooner or later...you'll see light at the end of the tunnel.

Enjoy the dark side of your life while it lasts, when the light comes pouring in, the moment of the first shine through will blind and kill you momentarily. 

And that brief dead where your new journey starts. You are all freshen up! Like a new soul entering the world.

But beware! Opportunity knocks but once. While you are at it, enjoy as much as you can for it lasts not.

Don't take the easy way out. The harder you try...the stronger you become.

As I ever said in the past, procrastination silently kills you from inside out. Wait no more as life is short.

I'll try my best.

I am scared

Fly me to the moon...I have been off-colour of late...I wish I could turn around the clock back to the time when I was young.

Time flies fast, indeed.

Life is not getting any more longer and that's the fact we all live by, but  in my struggles towards achieving the dream I long, come along lives that have taught me the greatest lessons ever. the missing pieces are coming together.

Never an inch would I step back just to see the pasts. Let them be the history that will tell their own stories. What's rather important is the future that holds a lot of surprises.

There is just too much for me to bear, I am living the life I would not want to be in.

The loads on shoulder keep pressing me down.

All I could wish for is that the future would still hold those surprises. I wasted every second in my life thinking dreadful things about what the future might bring along with it.

I fail to see it coming is the worst nightmare ever and what's more is when you are too preoccupied with the present that last not.

Clock is ticking.