We are in February already?

It took yet ages for a new entry to appear in this blog, I can see just that, frankly speaking I have not been that busy but rather I don't feel that much of interest in writing anymore as I was once then.

Right now I am up for a new adventure in which once its set off I hope will make huge different to my life.

I am going to start a long planned business I have dreamed of; due to many obstacles which come in the way it leaves me with no other option but to put the plan on hold for too long.

Remember a couple of years ago I wrote about running a cafe that is similar to Starbuck and likes. I had gone halfway then with tremendous works, nights and days till a few issues erupted that forced me to cancel it.

I take that as the boost to keep me going, from then on I tirelessly try not to look back and give up, in fact I feel much more stronger now as I believe that this is what I should really do long time ago.

I am blessed as along the way I met a couple of friends whom I have trust in, I believe coupled with hard works that the project will take off soon as planned and go well.

We are all excited and anxious at the same time, it is a big investment! Business is sort of gambling!

Next week, I am going to be in Singapore for the most anticipated air show of the year "The Singapore Air Show 2014".

Yet another big thing I look forward to, I have always wanted to go there but as you know given the nature of my job and time constraint I have never had chance to make for such a trip.

This time around I will do my level best to make this one count! Or perhaps the memorable one thus far! I be travelling with two companions in which one of them is hailed from the island himself and that would be an advantage for us in many ways, of course!

I am not giving you my words but I will upload as many possible picture of the trip in probably the upcoming entry.

For those who have been checking out this blog, THANK YOU SO MUCH....please come and visit again...

If this is the last journey.....

For an explorer world is a playground for him, hi there...I know it took ages before this entry came up on here as my life is at stake, I have never been feeling well of late.

When you're sick not only the pain will be there to accompany you...but also the fear of death...

As far as I see this is that that is not the solution to all problems, being a muslim and from what I have been taught; it is of paramount important not to give up on everything as much as the saying goes " failure is the real victory ".

Whatever you are planning to do bear in mind that nothing should ever stop you from making it real. No matter how much pain you are in, just go for it.

You only have one life to make that happen, and anything comes after that will not matter anymore.

Even in this condition I still believe that a miracle will come along to lighten the burden and get rid of the anxiety.

I miss all of my old friends....I wish they were here to be with me....

To those I have wronged and each one of you, this could be the last chance for me to seek forgiveness.

Mistakes are part and parcel of one's life and for me perfection is just another human's creation.

Deeds are there to fix the flaws of sins, to make up for what sins aren't able to do. Every inhabited things come in pair as to complement one another even to the extent of a dining table, it won't be called dining table without those chairs around.

The real deal is in here....

Your life here and thereafter begins from this miracle.

I beg for your forgiveness in anything I have done....

Sadness

There's been a huge gap between the last entry and this one, my very sincere apology! I must admit that Its hard to keep your promise but easy to break it.

What I have learnt from this is never to make promises when you are not sure that you can hold on to it.

I thought if I left my job, things would turn around for me, but.....the reality is, it took turn for the worst.

I am battling serious sleeping problem and because of that my life is in the mess, coming apart into pieces.

That's why by travelling I find that those pieces are coming back together; patching up themselves!

Deep down there I feel lonely! I have been working on getting something to fill the lacuna but I haven't found it yet.

With no job the situation is getting bad but I assure myself that sooner or later I will land back on my foot.

This is supposed to be an update for my last trip to Jakarta, I have decided to postpone till the next one.

Thanks guys for your support!