If this is the last journey.....

For an explorer world is a playground for him, hi there...I know it took ages before this entry came up on here as my life is at stake, I have never been feeling well of late.

When you're sick not only the pain will be there to accompany you...but also the fear of death...

As far as I see this is that that is not the solution to all problems, being a muslim and from what I have been taught; it is of paramount important not to give up on everything as much as the saying goes " failure is the real victory ".

Whatever you are planning to do bear in mind that nothing should ever stop you from making it real. No matter how much pain you are in, just go for it.

You only have one life to make that happen, and anything comes after that will not matter anymore.

Even in this condition I still believe that a miracle will come along to lighten the burden and get rid of the anxiety.

I miss all of my old friends....I wish they were here to be with me....

To those I have wronged and each one of you, this could be the last chance for me to seek forgiveness.

Mistakes are part and parcel of one's life and for me perfection is just another human's creation.

Deeds are there to fix the flaws of sins, to make up for what sins aren't able to do. Every inhabited things come in pair as to complement one another even to the extent of a dining table, it won't be called dining table without those chairs around.

The real deal is in here....

Your life here and thereafter begins from this miracle.

I beg for your forgiveness in anything I have done....

Sadness

There's been a huge gap between the last entry and this one, my very sincere apology! I must admit that Its hard to keep your promise but easy to break it.

What I have learnt from this is never to make promises when you are not sure that you can hold on to it.

I thought if I left my job, things would turn around for me, but.....the reality is, it took turn for the worst.

I am battling serious sleeping problem and because of that my life is in the mess, coming apart into pieces.

That's why by travelling I find that those pieces are coming back together; patching up themselves!

Deep down there I feel lonely! I have been working on getting something to fill the lacuna but I haven't found it yet.

With no job the situation is getting bad but I assure myself that sooner or later I will land back on my foot.

This is supposed to be an update for my last trip to Jakarta, I have decided to postpone till the next one.

Thanks guys for your support!

Unclear Road Ahead

Despite the obstacles that come in the way, my faith remains that everything will be back on course sooner or later.

All I need is a tad of time on my own.

Today marks the second week right after I tendered my resignation with the company, and never to the slightest I regret of it.

What lies ahead is still unclear but at this point of time I am willing to take whatever chances there are and sort of go with the flow.

Nobody is pleasant with the decision I took, being called stupid is making myself stronger. Just what I need to go on with my life.

As the saying goes, time flies fast! I am picking up my pace! 

Comes with me now is a great responsibility to look after the family as at the end of this month my big brother is getting married.

Being the second and perhaps the only man in the house the job is being handed over to me to take care of my family.

And of course I am more than thrill knowing that I be travelling with one of my buddies.

Catch with you guys later!