...inner chirps of a stranded bird with broken wings...

Again

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I am a laid back kind of guy, always the type that go with the flow but the things no matter how and what will not always work out the way we all expected.

Beginning Nov 1, I am officially a permanent employee with the company. Its been slightly more than 5 months, after having to put up with the challenges and battles that came along at last I could breath a sigh of relief.

Nothing else would ever change the future.

I am certain of it.

That's not all there is to it, as we speak I am mentoring the new hires in which at first I could not believe it myself but that is it.

I'd consider myself a new hire too! Don't you think the same way?

Being someone that somebody else looks up to is truly a brick on your head, a big responsibility you carry along on your shoulder.

I have seen it often and now I realise that it is never an easy task what's with the responsibility that you have been entrusted upon.

My buddy or mentee is not the one that I always dream of, she is:

1. Rebellious
2. Defensive
3. Lack of concentration and focus
4. Uncommitted

Another obstacle I have to overcome for.

I am still down with confusion at this very moment, this job in a way affects my entire health. 

To stay or not to stay...

The Dilemma

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Don't be too naive especially when it comes to things we are not clear about! Anyway, I seriously have no idea of what I should put in to this entry....

I am once again down with a dilemma, but then it is too personal to share in here, I might as well just keep it to myself.

I am in the middle of moving to permanent position, what does this mean is that I have got load of stuff to be done which I haven't started not a bit.

The whole process is just too much, too nuisance.

And then again, be it you like or not, you must do it! No other options.

Tough and tiresome as it may seem, but that is it.

What's more, in a few weeks to come, my off days will be split as in they are not back to back.

The vacation I mentioned in the last post would likely be changed. hmmmm....




A movie with thousands meanings...

Me!

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It has been the busiest ever week for me! Now I am so dead looking forward for my vacation at the end of this month!

In the meantime, I want you guys to check this out!


cool huh?

Here is a little something that I'd certainly dedicate to myself!



Too short! I know but I am really tired! Take care now!