...inner chirps of a stranded bird with broken wings...

I Got It

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Its time to make a move.....just give me one more chance...i will never let it be in vain...i just know what i am stand for....its alway on my mind...i really cant get rid of it...

but sometime when come to think of it...i would be better just do it...rather than let it kills myself...but first i got to think about the consequences...what if it does not work out...i am one of risk taker....i would just do whatever i think i wanna do.....

Life is not so much diff....since the day..its still fresh though....but the lesson it had taught me was tremendous....be more positive is one of it....let not anything to influence you...be it someone close to you..or somebody who just hate you....i gotta keep moving forward....

Watch your steps as you may trick..if you are too confident....be humble will save you...probably you never understand what i have been posting after all this...its just about me and my identity confusion....

Time

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orite...one more interesting story that i am going to share with you...today..this book had really got my attention...i was just walking around...i got into this bookstore...then i stumble upon this book..since i am dealing with my time management right now... i guess its just a suitable book to read....

After all i am the member of this bookstore...i have spent over RM 20 to sign up...in case if you dont know..i am really3x..wild about books...if i am feeling down...books just the best healer for me...at first i was thinking to buy it...but then i got to stop myself...why??...believe it or not...last month itself...i have spent nearly RM 300 just for books..but i have yet to finish reading them...oo..thank god...mum doesnt know...

World will be upside down if she discovers....but anyway this book was perfectly made for me...the contents are quite simple plus useful and thoughtful....now what all i gotta do...was to finish reading the previous one....only i can think of this book....

Time is precious....i always let it go...just like that...but this time around...i am ready to make a change...but not drastically...to break the customs that you have set are totally hard....so now....wheter you like it or not...you better get going...time is here...it will no longer waiting for..go and after it...that what you have to do...

Regret

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What a shit thing!!!!ooo i have done something that obviously unforgiveable...i thought i could put an end to it..but i did it one more time...that really says it all...i am a loser...how colud it happen to me againn!!...but this time it proved that i have totally lost my sense of wrong and rite....i am feeling down...all the efforts...down the drain...

i guess...i just dont recognise my self.....who i am..seems no matter now...but...how could i turn everything around??...is that possible?? juzt keep moving forward...put the past behind...start afresh...but one more thing...is it possible for me to retain it??..nobody seems to know.

its a cruelty or crime that you do to yourself....stop pretending....just be what u have to be...
My Lord ALLAH...i had been taught, antyhing goes to me...is what you plan...forgive me..for what i have done.....