Sadness

There's been a huge gap between the last entry and this one, my very sincere apology! I must admit that Its hard to keep your promise but easy to break it.

What I have learnt from this is never to make promises when you are not sure that you can hold on to it.

I thought if I left my job, things would turn around for me, but.....the reality is, it took turn for the worst.

I am battling serious sleeping problem and because of that my life is in the mess, coming apart into pieces.

That's why by travelling I find that those pieces are coming back together; patching up themselves!

Deep down there I feel lonely! I have been working on getting something to fill the lacuna but I haven't found it yet.

With no job the situation is getting bad but I assure myself that sooner or later I will land back on my foot.

This is supposed to be an update for my last trip to Jakarta, I have decided to postpone till the next one.

Thanks guys for your support!

Unclear Road Ahead

Despite the obstacles that come in the way, my faith remains that everything will be back on course sooner or later.

All I need is a tad of time on my own.

Today marks the second week right after I tendered my resignation with the company, and never to the slightest I regret of it.

What lies ahead is still unclear but at this point of time I am willing to take whatever chances there are and sort of go with the flow.

Nobody is pleasant with the decision I took, being called stupid is making myself stronger. Just what I need to go on with my life.

As the saying goes, time flies fast! I am picking up my pace! 

Comes with me now is a great responsibility to look after the family as at the end of this month my big brother is getting married.

Being the second and perhaps the only man in the house the job is being handed over to me to take care of my family.

And of course I am more than thrill knowing that I be travelling with one of my buddies.

Catch with you guys later!

Jakarta

Lack of sleep either the night or day before is one thing I hate dealing with. As when you wake up it pushes you way off the limit into a deep ravine of mood swing.

I am in the middle of recovering from pains of the past; adjusting my body clock and sleep pattern are two important tasks I am up to for now.

Getting rid of the pasts is like releasing a balloon seen as the symbol of pains and tears, by letting go of it, your pains are flying off along.

The truth is, it has not been that easy.

This idea came about out of nowhere but in a week times I be off to Jakarta for a few days mainly to chill.

After Perhentian and Pangkor, I have this one crazy vision with a budget of just 1000 MYR from the leftover of the last trip I will fly to Jakarta with someone.

I know for the fact that now is never the best time to visit Jakarta given from my research that during the month of December till June are the wettest season of the year in Indonesia and KL is no an exception.

Nothing stops me!

Your brain needs food!

I neither write to impress nor to gain more followers, my blog is the sphere which I can claim all mine.

I did say this before, but I am gonna do it again just so that we are clear!

You see the joy and sober.

This is the pot in which I spit, fart, poop in.

A journal where I chronicle my life so does the journeys I start off.

Where I draw the past and frame it for the future.

The place where my rants go unnoticed.

The stinks might get weird and unbearable at some point, readers discretion required!

Never once it crosses my mind that I blog for money.

I killed some of the ads on my blog and left only a few I thought that could benefits you all my readers.

Do me just a tad of favor, will you please not to spam my chatbox with those business messages ever again! I am not interested....

Thank you!

Pangkor

Another journey ended, so did my journey at the company. I just got back from a not so bad holiday with a nephew of mine for the very first time.

It was great! what's more is that we stayed in a rather exclusive resort in Pangkor,

Can you believe that I have never set my foot on the islands all my life. What an experience I must say! But at the same time I was quite unhappy given the location of the resort which is too close with a small airport on the islands.

We had to bear the noise produced by the aircraft's engines when it takes off and comes in to landing.

But one and all, it is yet another vacation to remember.

The resort was way too private that we could not even do the things that people were looking to do there.

My nephew and I rented a bicycle for RM 10 per hour thought that we could explore the islands all by ourselves but later disappointed to find that we were not allowed to go out of the resort's area.

This is what I call a rip-off!

Too bad! What a joykiller!

If it wasn't for the package I bought from a friend that it'd have not been possible.

She sells it cheap from the actual price!

Overall it was not what it cracked up to be, if you are planning on staying without a package, the resort charges you up to RM 300-400 a night in my opinion is not worth a penny!

The toilet was not properly maintained again, this is my main priority whenever I choose a hotel,

The wall including the bathtub were mouldy! You wouldn't even want to step in!

The first room was pretty dusty! On the second day we had a power problem, the electricity in our room kept on tripping.

We had a technician come down to the floor to check what the problem was, apparently the issue was bigger and going to take time to be fixed and the resort offered to change the room where it is farther than the room we were presently staying.

A perfect gateway for me!

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