This is the best way that crossed my mind for me to express my sadness apology and terrible regret over what has been happening for past a few days, I know that I have been irritating to some of you due to my very own lack of consideration, I have no idea either how could this be dragged on.
Because back in times I could not think of any better idea to get away with my very own personal problem, but then I thought by isolating myself away from crowd or anyone would be the best option for me to escape from this crisis.
It wasn’t my intention really to hurt you guys and treated you in such a bad way, in fact you all have been great to me, I could not ask for more good pals but you guys, really.
Thus I do hope, this will at least allay you uneasiness or expound it all, rest assured, we are still who we are…one changes only for a moment, and the next best thing you know, he or she is just the same as the one we used to know, right....
If you wonder what my problem is, its too personal to mention…please accept this open apology so that I can start over.
Through a couple of blogs, I bumped into this two compelling blogs that had got me connected to quite number of cool bloggers. What has made it so unique apart from the layout was that actually the entire stories in the blog are written by a coot?? senior citizen who discovered internet at his 60, that is Pak Mat, and a pensioner, Uncle Lee.
Who would have been thought that a young fella like me is so into such stories as people that is years older than me. Looking back to the past, I ever wandered off with no direction in life, but what they have been going through in the journey of life is something extraordinary that prompted me to think of how life is too short to enjoy, and knowing that we have such a long way to go on and wonderful friends around.
Pak mat and uncle lee, here are some words for you guys, ever since I met both of you here, I know that I could never find any other better person to shine through my pace for better life.
Your stories have one way or another altered the way I size up all facets of this battle. From a dummy I ever was who do not the difference of privileges and misery, now its tightly clamped in hand.
If you ever read some of my entries that I posted here not so long ago, you may notice that I am facing life confusion and in fact its been protracted.
I flunked thousand of times to discover who I really am; to unleash every single potential that lies within me. I ever had it once everything that everybody dream of, but being as of careless measurement, I let it go just like that unconditionally. The truth is some of your story has brought a massive impact on my life as now I know that how lucky I was then.
Sometime your story touches me so deeply, up to some point tears stream down my face. Frankly say, not some but most of it. In each one of your inspirational story, well, I should say, its all about me.
What a fluke as it sees, but trusts me that they (your stories) in whole are about me. Thanks for having me along aboard on your sailing toward the ultimate destination of our life.
Be sure to keep on sharing your great life experiences.
I just realized, it is indeed true, empty your soul is the key to start a day, or in the other hand it means, be like an empty bowl, because full bowl can’t go elsewhere, if you are an empty bowl it is possible to put more water into it.
I used to refer to this metaphor when I am in a mood. There is no better way to resolve any problem in life but by being down-to-earth.
It basically has close association with Islamic teaching, the prophet PEACE BE UPON HIM, once said to a bunch of people who had just returned from a war, when they proclaimed that “this is the toughest battle ever” but then The Prophet reminded them “the actual or toughest battle is not the one they claimed but instead here” he tapped his chest to indicate our arrogance that has been locked in for long.
The message that our beloved prophet MUHAMMAD tries to get crossed here is that we have to remove as much arrogance as we can. Step further back and be nobody, take the first step only after observing or judging what is ahead of you.
Apparently this is like a silence virus eroding our soul from inside out. By the way, all these are from The late Yasmin Ahmad. She made these wonderful remarks when she was invited as a guest on this show called TEDXkl, only available online. I am pretty sure you have not watched this video yet.
Its been awhile since I last watched the video, its only today when I sense that there is something seems incomplete in me, obviously the first direction that I will turn to was certainly my one and only creator, and secondly, I will go for this spectacular short-length video. Because who would have been thought than somebody like the late Yasmin Ahmad could come out with such brilliance words as this, don’t you think so?
But I must say that she is well-spoken type of person, it seems like that regardless whatever kind of questions that are thrown over her and she finds it just like a game that requires educated solutions.
And yet she did it, In split second, she turned things back to norm and I believe this is probably the reason why I pick her as my third inspiring person in life, Tun Mahathir comes second, and the FIRST ONE guess no more THE PROPHET MUHAMMAD S.A.W
First of all, I think this would be the most appropriate channel to express my appreciation to all of my followers be it near or far, here it is whether you believe it or not this blog started off 4 years ago, but one hilarious thing for sure that is, I can’t remember what date and time the first entry was posted in here hahaha.. and yet I am glad it still goes on and in perfect shape….big applause for you guys…thanks for the positive supports after all this…
Alright enough with that already, the sad part is over and move on with this one;
What with these people! Did you guys notice something whenever we are at the mall particularly, these people who just love talking in big group..auntie…granny…papa..mama and they just couldn’t resist the temptation for talking and
stop in the mid of crowd then later causing serious congestion? Ooo..come on, you know this reallygrinds my gear, look why don’t you pull over so that you will make way for others to pass through. I know you are not driving, like some of you say but the scenario is just the same….Moron….go ahead nobody stops you but its just that you gotta be more tolerance. What a freaky people….we all know you are talkative kind of creature on this planet earth. I have got a way better idea for you, whydon’t you spare your breath for something better, for instance like CPR…I bet none of you can perform this.
Did it require a lot of efforts, anyway? Especially girls, please give me a break. Don’t flatter yourself.
I am so pissed off with these people…errr…..
Onto another issue,
Please have you say here on; what do you think of someone who grads all the way from overseas but then act as though he is a harvadian? In case if you do not know the definition of Harvadian, It means someone who grads from University of Harvard, the only university in the world whose holds the first rank as if none can take it away…and what add insult to injury, he could not even speak properly, in
term of…erm…do you catch my drift?? Hehe…
Due to terms and conditions, I won’t go so specific on what I am trying to say here as it may touches the personal issue of the party involved, I just need your thoughts of this…
Its been the suckers week ever in the history of my life. I have never been this worn out for so long. Imagine, even for a minute I lie down my head on pillow, I could immediately get lullaby, I mean sleep of course, don’t get it wrong ok…no one can put me to sleep as good as my bantal busuk…. no idea what is it called in English..hahhaaha…
Please be informed that, ini hanya la pandangan peribadi saya terhadap situasi di atas….
It has entered the fourth month but it seems just like yesterday..wow..time flies unbelievably fast.
I have terribly been pissed off lately for some insane reasons, I will just get to the point of my personal views on this place.
Here are some of things that I personally view which require a little extra attention,well it turned out to be true what most of us think or should I say believe, you can’t put too high expectation on Malaysian University, it doesn’t matter where you study, the reality is we are still too far left behind in so many respects in comparison with others.
Its been ages.
The only concern is that at what level if any we deserve to be placed at? How do we compete, rise and be the best of all? Come on, its about time for us to look at it the other way around.
Put aside all other issues and differences, its future of ours you are juggling about here.
To the person who is lecturing me math, you have to learn how to be more opened up rather than flying off the handle most of the time and I think you are a serious book dependency. We all realise that you are a type of person who resists to negative responses, we can see just that but respect is another element you got to learn to plant in your soul.
By the way, that won’t be a wet blanket for me as I am here for one big mission to steer my future towards the better.
As for my language(inapproriate to mention here) lecturer, a little message for you, I am sorry to say that you really do not fit the bill to teach this subject, but please be cleared, I am not saying that you are not well-versed in this subject or whatnot but its just that you seem uncomfortable with it and that is so noticeable, you often make mistake and in fact I have kinda lost confidence in you.
If I may speak freely as a student here, I would say that we all need for the time being is one lecture-student meeting session to be held every week where we both may get together and bring all confusion or misunderstanding matters up and come out with a better solution instead of pointing out at each other.
This ins't a good start, is it? Its been quite awhile since the last entry, now I am back on feet but not as often as I used to be. Rest assured I will keep on writing in here its just that I need to spare some good time before ideas or something come about. Hehehehe….thanks anyway for checking out my blog….
